OK, Im Kyle the fucking oxycontin, weed,and ciggarette addict. My life was all highs untill my girlfriend left me 1 fucking year and 18 days she threw down the drain. Everything i thought i knew crashed all i had was my Oxy and Weed and Smokes so i just started abusing them was up to 100mg oxy a day, 3-4 grams of weed and a pack and a half a day and this all played out cuz i was sick of my mom tring to commit suscide and i used to work in a Gro facility worth 54 million and had a gun pointed at my head and said i was never coming back to the gro. my first pay was in another month or two and i’ld already worked there all summer snorting coke and taking percs so i was lost withdrawling from 2 months of abuse of drugs when i met my x gf i loved her and atleast i thought she did too and well she cheated on me with 5 guys and i just found out now. but on the upside im almost off pills and then kicking smokes then the weed but sometimes people need something to take lifes rolarcoster to the fucking lazy river idk what to say ive had a crazy life ps. im 16…..

so I go to my aunts, to sled with my cusins, and first my two older cusins go down the hill,aka road, then me my cusin and little cusin go down the hill, and then i see my older cousnins,their off their sleds and standing in the middle of the road,soon my cusin says heres the fun part, and my older cusins stop the sled, then my cusin and little cusin get out of the sled and thrown into the snow, i relize whats happenin and try to go in the snow bank my self, but one of my older cousnins comes over and says well well look here logan we have a wimp and he takes me out of the snow bank and back in only this time face first and i try and struggle to get up but i couldent cause he was holding my face in the snow and soon I couldnt breath of lack of oxeygen, and finaly he lets me free, then I ran back up the hill crying and went inside to the bathroom and empteyd the frozen snow balls in my hair into the tub, then soon my aunt comes and says what happend to you? and she can be the biggest b**** in the world! and I told her what happend (ps this was when i was and all she says is OH SHUT UP AND MAN UP! so I told my mom what had happend and she did nothing about it…. FML!

i met this boy on interpals.net and he lives near me i went on webcam with him. i was on the phone to my friend i was gonna meet up with him i was asking her if she wanted to come with me to a shopping center incase hes like a peado or something. but my other friends mum heard and told us not to and stuff so i blocked the boy now i dont no what to do ? im worried shes gonna tell my mum now

my wife and i lived in our own house until it was condemned for flood damage after a storm so while are between places we’ve been staying in a spare room at my parents house, we haven’t had sex for the past 4 weeks because she always fears that we’ll wake them (the bed springs are very squeaky). so today she told me that it was all too much to handle and needed some time away from me. so frustrated i went back to my parents and accepting my defeat i threw myself onto the bed which no longer sqeaks. if only i had a wife to rock the bed in silence with

I been with my fiance for 2years we have a 14month old daughter. We use to have sex everyday or every other day even while I was pregnant and after I was pregnant until my daughter turned about 6months. Now we have sex once every other week or once a week. I really hate this I am always horny I want to have sex like before! and I’m pregnant again so I want to take advantage of raw sex!! Ugh FML I WANT IT SO BAD

3 years ago, I went on a deployment to Iraq as a Marine (I’ve been in the reserves since then). 2 years ago, my parents got a horribly nasty divorce, which involved my dad having an affair with my best friend’s mom. Not long after that, I found my mom on the floor of her apartment after she tried to OD. I also lost the relationship with my best friend, which is particularly bad, because I have so very few friends. In the past year, it has gotten far worse. As a result of my deployment and the stresses of my family splitting, I started developing bipolar symptoms. This negatively affected every area of my life. I started abusing animals, which turned into domestic problems. After one particularly bad night, I called the police on myself, went to jail, and got convicted of the highest level misdemeanor, and have 2 years probation. I lost my job because of that. I didn’t find out till after I got out of jail, but the Marines gave me an Other-Than-Honorable discharge for problems that came as a result of my bipolar symptoms, which came from my deployment! I also got banned from the college that I was going to but dropped out of a year ago, so I can’t go to visit my friends, not that it matters. Some of my best long-time friends have abandoned me in this time of need. It is also worth mentioning that the school is a seminary. There was a glimmer of hope when I got a new job and things started getting better between me and my wife, but that soon ended. My wife moved out new year’s eve. I got fired and the reason given was that “there were too many complaints to the personnel manager about me.”
The bastards I worked with just simply didn’t like me as a person and complained until I got fired.

So, I lost my job, can’t get another one because of the convictions, got kicked out of the Marines for a bullshit reason, my friends have left me, the theological institution has turned its back on me, and to top it all off, my wife has left me and isn’t coming back. Bottom line: Don’t be surprised if you hear about a guy committing suicide in the news.

I just don’t have good sex anymore and wind up masturbating to my imagination each night in a cold ass bathroom, for which shrinks my cock to the point that even the masturbation sucks..

FML

I have no people skills. When I was in school I thought that getting attention from others was all I needed to have a social life and so I would say all kinds of extreme stuff to others for shock value, stuff that was sexually perverse and racist, which had no value to me but I figured would turn heads in my directions. This attention seeking only annoyed people and they didn’t want to be around me because it was irritation them because they knew it was all meaningless stuff but that’s all I could do because, I was too scared to be honest and open about myself. I was secretive and paranoid that any truth about me will be used against me, so I just put on this clown persona that no one but me found funny. So I would spend all my time alone at school lunch breaks, wandering the halls without friends and for I while I thought I didn’t need anybody. Then I pissed away my opportunity to have a car because I thought driving was too much responsibility and that all I needed in life was television and a dog to play with. So I couldn’t really leave home and then I went to ITT for year before dropping out where anytime someone tried to talk to me I would just ignore them because after my failure to get friends in high school, I figured any person would simply just end up picking on me and treating me like shit when I was there for being weird. Then I dropped and figured my stepbrother will hang out with me and drive me everywhere and then I can be around his friends because they accepted me, but all his friends live too far away and I don’t have a car and my stepbrother got married and leaving for the army so then I’ll have no one around. Girls don’t pay attention to me much because I’m never out there where I could meet somebody, I’m stuck all alone living with my parents in a trailer. I wish I could find a girlfriend but then I would just probably ignore any girl that shows interest in me because I don’t feel like I deserve happiness. I’m too much of a fuck up and I deserve to suffer, at least that’s how I feel when any opportunity arises to get myself out of the mess I put myself in and then I just go and piss that opportunity away because I feel like a deserve to get punished for being screwed up, that I don’t deserve good things, that I don’t deserve to be liked. A year ago a cute girl took interest in me and her family was trying to be nice to me and all but I completely ignored her because, well, she doesn’t deserve someone like me. What could there possibly be in me. Yeah, I have good hygiene, I don’t do drugs or alcohol because I don’t like that out of control state that the stuff can put you in, but I’m fucked in the head and I made too many mistakes and so pathetic and besides even I was in a social setting with friends, I wouldn’t be able to say anything or have a conversation because there is nothing to talk about because nothing is going on in my life so having friends would be frustrating, but not as much as not having any. I’m writing a novel and the writing is going to be a hell of a lot better than this and I’m hoping I can publish it and be a writer because that’s something I always but I feel like my novel is going to be rejected because I’ve come to expect that people out there don’t like anything that comes from me, though no one has yet read my novel because its not finished. If I can’t be a writer, then what can I be? I want to do what I like, be successful at it and be paid for it. I’m 24 and I’ve never been in a relationship or gotten laid which seems really wrong, but how I can I be expected to do those things when I’m pretty much invisible to everyone, drifting through the world like a shadow, cut off from everybody, living like a hermit with no way to get out and do anything, all because I didn’t want the responsibility of driving, and I didn’t see a need to even have a cell phone because who the hell would want to talk to me. No one likes me. Hopefully I can succeed as a novelist. As teenager I wanted to be like a little kid so ignored opportunities for social life and being given a car and now when I have no money, I kind of regret taking my luck for granted. I thought rejecting good things when they drop in my lap was going to bite me in the ass and it did, it bit me in the ass with loneliness.