ok look my first day to a new school and i see my old old girl friend from like 5 years ago. So i went up to her and said “hay do you remember me?” and she said “ummmm refresh my memory” so i did, she remembers and couple weeks later i ask her out and she said “yes” and i said cool and right as i hug her i farted!

my girl friend for like 5 minutes so of course i get un confortable and start to queitly fart lol but then i had to take a shit =\ and and its a park bathroom and my girlfriend to come see whats taking so long so right when she turns the corner i do this BIG LONG SHIT FART. and of course im embarised! FUCK MY LIFE!

This morning it was raining, the temperature was really low, to the point you could see your breath! My friend and I live together, we have a wonderful huge dog who is not afraid of anything, this morning my friend left the door open and my dog ran out and down the street, I was wearing short shorts, and a tank. I put my slippers on and chased after him like a maniac down the street. There was quite much laughter in mu household after that!

U think your life sucks. Ill trade ya. Im 22 and living with my fucking grandparents. I work 6 days a week and still don’t have enough money to get my own place. I’ve had a long history of drug abuse and im clean now but any clean friends I had I burned and want nothing to do with me. I’ve been single going on 2 years now its not easy when u tell chicks u live with ure fucking granpa. My ma still thinks im a fucking drug addict and wont talk to me. Fuck I need my own place I guess I got to just find a shithole in some drug infested neighborhood and hope I don’t fall off the wagon. I really need a new job minimum wage just ain’t cuttin it. Ok im just ranting now but wy does life have to be so hard I bust my ass everyday with nothing to show for it. FUCK MY LIFE

Today was talking with a nice girl that I like, she said : I love you, and you are very precious for me. I was like fuck yes. Then she said: I hope you understand like friend. FML…

I am the coward who does not dare to say no to parents’ decisions and my ‘destiny’. when I graduated from the high school, I went to the law school as their wish; I hide my sexual orientation and force myself to meet people they introduce to me. And now I am just 20 years old , doing a fucking master of law degree in a foreign country,where is thousands of miles away from my hometown.I have no friend here. How can you I make friends with a room of well-trained, aggressive and successful lawyers who are averagely 15-20 years older than you? I failed 3/4 courses in the first semester,taking pills for depression everyday.Even though I still do not want to be against my parents, otherwise there will be conversations like ‘I raised u up by myself and I sacrifice all my life for u…”.Yep,it’s from my mom, a typical Asian single mother. What happens is she sacrifice her own life to control mine in the name of love and knows nothing about my real feeling.For example, I was sent to full-time boarding school when I was 5 years old,since then I met her like once in a month.Once I was sent to hospital–I was the youngest and shiest kid and always got beaten by older kids in the class–and my teacher could not connect with her or my biological father. When I was 7 years old she was always working aboard, so I needed to stay with her disgusting ex-boyfriend in the summer and winer vacations. The guy did sexual assaults to me.And she never knows.Today every friend of hers is jealous about her, because ‘ur kid is so obedient and clever, he will become a successful lawyer…’. But only I know how abnormal I am, and How desperate and lonely I keep feeling in every moment.
Sorry for let u see so these shits.Life is already hard enough for everyone in this world and I supposed to say something more cheerful.However I do not write for sympathies. I just want to tell people who has the same experience as mine, please keep the faith that u deserve a happy life created by self.Do what you really yourself and love people you really love.Please be strong and brave.Fight against all the bad things happen in your life. Don’t make the same stupid mistakes as me–show the white flags in front of the shadows of the past. My life sucks because I choose it in this way. I let all the bad things happen to me because I do not believe I deserve love and good things in my deep heart. But you may be different.

Fucked up, that cousin of mine today at 12:26am, walked out of his room scolding vulgarities and go into me and my sister room, he saw me in the FUCKING living room but didnt come and tell me and told my sister instead. ASKING HER to fucking tell me clear the fucking rubbishes in the living room and sometimes help with the fucking houseworks. WTF? But i hvae fucking no rights to say anything to him cos im living in his fucking house. But one day i will surely fuck him upside down. FUCKERS.hahaha.

My life sucks, all my the people I once called friend are no more, I can’t get a job, I live in the most boring island in the world and I’m about to lose my house in the next month. Not to mention I am broke all the time and never go out. My parents only complain about how bad things are and my life is tied to my insane grandmother that doesn’t allow anyone to go out or enjoy life without having to worry what will the old lady will do next, if it’s call the cops or go annoy the other old neighboors or abuse her medicine cuz she likes the buzz feeling… To top it all off all my extended family in the US thinks we are liars cuz they have money and go out and do everything they want, and there is no way a single parent working as a teacher can’t enjoy life like they can… and if my mother worked then I wouldn’t get grants for college and be college-less… FML…