i think i am meant to go and put my Burqa on and keep my mouth shut and busy myself with housework. because when i am sitting on the couch with a note pad, asking questions about and upcoming gig so i can enhance my career and work as a freelance publicist i must be trying to seduce someone.

really great idea guys, quit bitching about ur shitty lives. You are the ones who make it that way. So instead of sitting on your computer ”blogging” about how oh so horrible your life is, get up and change it. And while your at it stop by a childrens home and see what having a shitty life is really all about. Yours is perfect compared to theirs I’m sure.

huu am fired from every side not i won in love not in in education but waiting for break doing what i want to do but the work is breaking me ..life is showing me some kind its cruel face and my mind and heart going hard by these bloody fucking experiences …. have to see where is my life, what is my life and how is my life ..wish me all the best rather than do well ..pay interest..

This job sucks I do all the dirty work the bosses dont want to do, but as they are home with their families I am closing the business at late night hours opening on the weekends… this job suck ass……..

I have a hard time even confronting this but sometimes i feel like a loser it seems like the whole world has something to do other than me what the fuck. My girl won’t have a talk with me as she’s back home and thinks i am getting too possessive but what the hell i really am confused big time feelin lonely and all drained out sometimes feel like crashin my car off the hill even the songs don’t help anymore
damn its fuckin big time
But did anyone wonder if fuckin is such fun than y do people use it as an abuse

Fuck this Job. I call fucking morons all day who haven’t paid their fucking bill and they ask me what they are supposed to do. WHAT THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO DO. I’m not a fucking life coach or your mother I’m a fucking bill collector who doesn’t give a flying fuck what you do. I really don’t even care if you pay the fucking bill. I get paid to sit here with a headset and call losers like you all day. No one can pay. EVERYONE lost their jobs. Your not any different and your not an exception. YOUR ALL THE SAME. ALL THE FUCKING SAME.

God damnit I feel better.

everytime i look out of my window, i see my the grave of my dog, who lived with me since i can remember.he was like a little brother. yes it´s good to have a place to be near him, but must this be there where i can see it every morning, so how should i get over it?

I got caught cheating today with my ex girlfriend by my current girlfriend…now I was fully perpared for someone to throw some bows, but no, insted we all got in my car together went to the liquor store bought a bottle, got wasted and played uno.

I love lesbians.