I want to move on another body, i beg god everyday to change my life and solve this fucking mental issues but guess what? Nothing fuck. Thank you god that is fucking awesome. And these fucking friends can come and knock at my door and say heeey wtf are you doing are you still a life? Or something but no, everyone looks at me so mad and i do not know why the fuck
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There is this girl i met back in 2009 nov. we started hitting off pretty well and we officially started dating on feb 14 2010. But the next day she had to go back to israel for visiting her family. She hadn’t seen them for 3 years. Apparently her ex bf had proposed to her and her parents loved her ex bf and she couldn’t decide in the beginning but ended up marrying him. Two days afer the wedding she came back to the states and contacted me. At first i didn’t talk to her for months but I caved in thinking we can still remain friends. But not too long after we started doing things we weren’t supposed to be doing. She decided she wanted to be with me and not him. We got into a fight on where she can get a divorce. She chose to go to Israel despite my pleas not too. Her husband, her father, and her went to ny first to see her brother. She decided then that she would come back to dallas and do as I had suggested earlier. We got into many arguments over text and phone while she was in ny. When she came back we still did the things we werent suppose to be doing and she had decided that she will talk to her husband and convince him of getting a divorce. If within 4 weeks he didnt give the divorce she would file for divorce and move in with me. She then changed her mind back and forth 3-4 times and after much argument she tells me she is going to go back to Israel and stay with her mom and inevitably staying with her husband. Leaving my to suffer this alone. I find that unfair and am planning to expose her unfaithful relationship she had to her husband and her family. I can’t sink in this by myself.
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Every day I Have struggles and a main one is i have tobe a sexual prostitue on the streets make money to pay my rent and for food and things. i havent showerd in days and hungry i am at the county libary right now and i just wanted to let that out and i thought this the place.
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I’m 73years old, an ex-police officer. I lost my wife 33years ago. Never ever talked to a woman which I liked since the day she left. I feel alone, I feel killing myself. Nobody even says hi when i take a walk. No one even smiles when I take a walk. Where is this world going to, I have no idea. What should I do?
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All these plp got promblem but when they look at how its not just them haveing problems, its almost everybody around you to. but just ask your slef do you think that your life is bad??? you can say yes or no but the truth of facts is, theres always somebody out there that has it worse than you do!
-Hailey Lynn!
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I fucked it up,I got no life,I’m not exist,nothing to do but sitting on this fucking boring internet for nothing,I’m nothing but a fat fuck,No one gives a shit if i died,no one knows my name in college,i’m so fucking shy,and the only thing that keeps me balanced is alcohol,no friends,no love,no bran,I fucked up in all my courses,I literally have fucking nothing!
FML
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love hurtz .
it fucks man .
i ‘ll never fall in love again coz it just didn’t exist for me.man……
love is just fucking bad dream that occured…..
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..I just recently moved into foster care. I haven’t gotten a place to live yet, they’re still looking. I moved out from my dad cuz he’s drinking and stuff.. I can’t live with my mom cuz she’s sick (deadly sick). She lives far away from me, but I USED to visit her every summer, easter and christmas. She remarried this guy, and he has a son, Adrian. Adrian raped me from I was 7 till I was 13. (I’m turning 15 in April.) My mom is visiting them now, and Adrian told my mom that he was gonna move up here where I live, to join military. I, of course, am so freaking scared! And I don’t even like the family I’m currently living with, (good luck for me, it is just temporarily).
Y’all probably think I’m being a drama queen, but it’s hard not to be scared. It’s hard not to think about it.
My whole life is just hard.
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