Ok so for Christmas all I asked for was a droid phone since i could get it for free cause it was my phones upgrade time. I talked to my pops did all the research and told him the prices, including the data package. I preorder it from best buy with a case and screen protector nd stuff, and as soon as he sees the data package thing he flips out starts screaming shit and leaves the store. So firstly I was stuck in the middle of fuckin best buy holdina droid in my hand, and two im currently outisde of bestbuy calling my mom cause my dads lame ass left me here. He’s An ASSHOLEE

I’ve always thought that I HAD the best peopel in the world next to me..hell was i wrong.They always used to tell me “DO WHAT EVER YOU WANT WENEVER YOU WANT SOMETHING JUST ASK ME OR YOUR MOM OR ME”he neer give maa what I want never there for m and always curses me whanever i do something wrong and the exct stry with my mom I used to sleep on hear lap when I was tired felling areless about everything in the world…now the opposite man do I wish for this to stop ofcourse tere is much more I would like to write but I’m to depressed…death can not be harder as life.

jongens ik haat mijn moeder echt ze is een dikke slet, bijna iedere avond komt ze met een andere man thuis en als je ze ‘s nachts hoort neuken-al dat gekreun en geschreeuw-kun je echt niet meer slapen. en mijn broer is gewoon kut… hij scheld me hele tijd uit en zorgt da ik straf krijg voor alles wa ik doe . ma mijn vader kan egt de potmijn moeder en vader zijn gescheiden- op hij slaat me de hele tijd en soms moet ik hem pijpen enzo, heel soms poept ie me en ik mag niks zeggen

Last year, I didn’t get to go anywhere because my sister was sick and everyone thought I was contagious, too. This year, I was totally looking forward to going over to my friend’s house, but because it’s a Sunday, my dad won’t let me go. Not only that, but I have to stay home and pass out candy, meaning I have to get up every two seconds and pause the TV and put the dog in the garage and pass out candy I can’t eat. And to make it worse, I look like shit (wearing glasses, in my pjs, my face is probably still red from the fight, and my hair is messier than ever) and my friends just came to the door.

I am the coward who does not dare to say no to parents’ decisions and my ‘destiny’. when I graduated from the high school, I went to the law school as their wish; I hide my sexual orientation and force myself to meet people they introduce to me. And now I am just 20 years old , doing a fucking master of law degree in a foreign country,where is thousands of miles away from my hometown.I have no friend here. How can you I make friends with a room of well-trained, aggressive and successful lawyers who are averagely 15-20 years older than you? I failed 3/4 courses in the first semester,taking pills for depression everyday.Even though I still do not want to be against my parents, otherwise there will be conversations like ‘I raised u up by myself and I sacrifice all my life for u…”.Yep,it’s from my mom, a typical Asian single mother. What happens is she sacrifice her own life to control mine in the name of love and knows nothing about my real feeling.For example, I was sent to full-time boarding school when I was 5 years old,since then I met her like once in a month.Once I was sent to hospital–I was the youngest and shiest kid and always got beaten by older kids in the class–and my teacher could not connect with her or my biological father. When I was 7 years old she was always working aboard, so I needed to stay with her disgusting ex-boyfriend in the summer and winer vacations. The guy did sexual assaults to me.And she never knows.Today every friend of hers is jealous about her, because ‘ur kid is so obedient and clever, he will become a successful lawyer…’. But only I know how abnormal I am, and How desperate and lonely I keep feeling in every moment.
Sorry for let u see so these shits.Life is already hard enough for everyone in this world and I supposed to say something more cheerful.However I do not write for sympathies. I just want to tell people who has the same experience as mine, please keep the faith that u deserve a happy life created by self.Do what you really yourself and love people you really love.Please be strong and brave.Fight against all the bad things happen in your life. Don’t make the same stupid mistakes as me–show the white flags in front of the shadows of the past. My life sucks because I choose it in this way. I let all the bad things happen to me because I do not believe I deserve love and good things in my deep heart. But you may be different.

Life sucks DICK.
My life is hard, really hard; I have parents who are divorced, a step dad who can get aggressive and a mum who always shouts. Me and my dad are like best friends, I can tell him anything, but the rest of my family hate him. My mum always shouts at me, everyday, and always argues with my step dad (she’s scared of him, he is always mean to me but my mum won’t stick up for me because she’s scared). My whole family is messed up, I know secrets that my family members don’t know I know like my grandad told me something about my mum that he wasn’t meant to and my mum doesn’t know I know. I’m studying for my GCSE’s and to be completely honest, it’s all too much for me. I don’t know what to do and no one wants to listen/help me. Looks like I’ve just got to keep going with a smile on my face, it’s the only think I can do right? There is a lot more to my life and its making me feel like I’ve got the world on my shoulders. As soon as I can I want to leave home and go live with my dad, but at this moment in time I’m not aloud and I can only see him at the weekend.
My friends are great but don’t understand what I’m facing, they just say I’m overacting or that everything will end up fine but I’m still waiting.

My father was a Vietnam Vet with severe PTSD. A few days after his mother (my grandmother) died, my brother and I were getting ready for the wake while over at his house. We heard a large crash upstairs.
He put a rifle in his mouth and pulled the trigger. No note, no nothing. Dead and gone and my brother and I found him. So screw you and your “boyfriend” “girlfriend” “I can’t get a blowjob” problems.
Live with that the rest of your life.

my family is so disfunctional weve been through alot and gotten through it like champs. but lately i feel like were falling apart cuz we keep fighting and i dont have a father so that goes to show ya we are very disfunctional lol but hey wats a family without a little fighting once in a while but still seriously it gets old…FML