Life is fucking me each and everyday, i was a bright student in my high school, but my father is a dead drunker, fuck, he sold his property, did no money management, and now have nothing for my education, fuck, what the fuck he was thinking, now he is doing nothing, no job, drinks all the day, so here i’m having no future, no money, no life, no good friend s, don’t know what the god is doing,,,

Straight to the point. Happiness doesn’t exist in fucking life. Don’t get ur hopes too high. There is very little hope for all of us. There is no son of god. Saviour? come on people, u save urself…….In life, there was never happiness. Learn that word. Fucking thumbs up if u agree.

I think about suicide for most of the time I am awake.
I try to hide the fact that I got no friends, but it seems blatantly obvious to everybody at work and my so called family, which is totally humiliating especially when they start making comments.

My job is shit and I even think about suicide at work. I spend all my free time alone, talking to myself as I got nobody else to talk to. But I hate myself so most of my conversations (with myself) are usually abusive and self-deprecating. Never been to a mental institution and never want to go either – I know the limits of my fucked up mind, I don’t want any more humiliation associated with getting mental help as I am in self denial about my issues.

When I am around people I pretend to be normal, though I hardly talk to anybody, I can’t even seem to make small talk. I never had a girlfriend. Feel so alone. Never had any true friends either!

I want to die. I really want to do something useful to be remembered by before I die though. My 20′s have been such a disappointment – I am going to be 30 soon so I think it is best to die before then.

How bout this my bf is 24 just turned 24 n has 5 kids lol. Fucking really. Yeah I know i knew it when we started talking. There was only 4 now there is five. I was preg when we first got together and was pressured in to an abortion. Well the new kids comes into the pic and I say give up his rights. But nope sure don’t. And will not. Can’t even talk about it. I am way to damn beautiful to deal with this. 5 kids and worked at a fast food. Wtf was I thinkking

My ex-gf was fuckin a guy for the about 9 months and guy was a friend too. Now she fuckin says she loves me? fml and fuck their life

I fucking hate my life. I hate yours too. Life is fucking over-fucking-rated. I have no fucking job, no fucking girlfriends, no fucking friends, no fucking money, and no fucking hope of achieving any of that shit.

I fucking hate America and this bitch-ass employment system we have. I have applied to literally thousands of jobs over the last few months and NOTHING has fucking panned. I rarely get a response from these punk-bitch-ass employers, and when I do, its always the same fuck-ass line. ” I’m sorry but you do not match our criteria, we will contact you as soon as we find suitable options: its either that or some similar rendition of it. OK I know I may not have a lot of experience, seeing as I am in school, but SHIT! How the fuck is a person supposed to get any kind of fucking experience when no one ever gives a person the fucking chance to gain that experience! From here on out if i EVER get another one of those no-reply responses they’re going to get a big FUCK YOU and problem a jpeg of my ass to kiss or of my 9 inch dick to suck and nut on their eyeballs so much it oozes out of their nostrils.

What the FUCK is a friend? Everybody I see is pretend. Yeah fuck everybody who considers me their friend. You all are a pack of fuck-eyed ass monkeys that only ever text or call a brother just to :
1) Bitch and moan about your problems, like I don’t have my own
2) Get a fucking laugh, like my profession is to be YOUR fucking entertainment. ” But you always know how to cheer us up!” FUCK THAT and FUCK YOU! I am not trying to make you laugh, I’m just trying to convey a point to you but all you can do is laugh. Its a fucking insult to me. Long gone are the days of the class-clown me, who actually had the fucking faith and hope to succeed in this country.
3) Oh yes there’s a three. The fucking friends who always want something from me. I barely have anything to call my own, but the only time you pick up the phone to call a brotha, you want want something to tide you over until you get paid again. FUCK YOU.. I’m not saying no because i care about you, Im saying No because I dont like you.

AHH. Girlfriends…or lack there of. I have had plenty of girlfriends in the past and I have come to the realization that, as luck would have it : ‘Bitches Ain’t Shit’. Not just the girls I’ve dated and had the opportunity to fuck, but ALL women are bitches and bitches ain’t shit…nuff said.

Thats my fucking rant for today, and rest assured this isn’t the last.
BYE Bitches, i hope you all suffer when you die.

So, let me start with telling a part of my life first.
Ive always been different,
don’t get me wrong
When i was in primary school I had lots of friends, i looked like a nerd i wasnt social and i was interested in science and history. What fucking kid should wants to be friends with me ? In one of other way there were, so all good till then. I joined a sportclub when i was about 12, i went to highschool and from hen everything went straight down.
I started to realize that the society isn’t what it looks like. I started to realize how life really worked. Once I was 14 the only thing I was doing is looking up information about philosophy and debating on forums.
I talked every christian muslim or whatever under the table in religious debates. But my grades went bad, I stopped sport I lost all my interests in everything except the philosophy. My sleep patron was fucked, I always had troubles with my parents and I started smoking. Looks like the normal teenage life right?
No, It was much deeper, I hated everything including myself, I knew something wasn’t right.
I found out that I had a few disorders. Concluded depression. It wasn’t really a surprise but whatever. It kept going down with me, I went to bed in the morning so I could sit outside at night, I listened to depressing music cuz i found my feeling in it, i started cutting myself, got kicked of school, I didn’t care for anything anymore. When I was about 16 and half I discovered the speaker David Icke, starting from him I looked farder for more and more information about the new world order. With my philosophic knowledge Its not really hard to conclude what the real truths are. This made me even more depressive. But I started hacking websites, firs for knowledge but with the goal for a higher force… knowledge of what normal people don’t know. The 99% of the world that is brainwashed and believes the media and governement.
I reached my goal and obtained much information, togheter with some other people i met online who shared the same minds.
I already had my plans ready, I was going to rebel heavy around where I live, and commit suicide, but then the egyptian revolution started. I started folowing these and folowed the links with the information about the new world order and total control by a small rich part over the big part. Us.
I see that more and more people are getting awake but once people will know whats really happening around them they will be chipped puppets in the perfect society.
I don’t want to live in such a world
I don’t want to live in a world full of hate and suffering.
I dont want to live this life.
Till today im working my ass of for some money,
soon i’m going to travel to south africa.
Going to spent my money to be happy once in my miserable life. Everyone has a miserable life but if u don’t realize that u are simply brainwashed.
Once my money is gone I will jump of a mountain with my last cig in my mouth and my favorite song in my ears.
I will enter “nothing” be “nothing” all i want.

Dont try it to be happy, don’t believe if people say it will ever get better. It wont. Once u realized how much life actually sucks it’s for the rest of your life. I can’t remember a day that I didn’t say to myself fuck life, i want to die. just let me go world.

Wanted to share this, with someone, so at least some one knows my story.
RandQm, 18yrs old

They say there are two types of people, the cool (social people) and the nerds (losers)….I guess you all know why im here, yes, i am a nerd….Some people were born lucky and some weren’t. All i just wish is to be one of the cool boys like Zac affron or well any social people. But my looks is just obviously like a nerd. i wish im handsome , rich and talkative. But my luck isn’t just enough to be like you all lucky ppl. T.T ….I tried everything, smoke cigarettes, change hairstyle, use acne cream, wear cool clothes, i even bought a Ninja yamaha 6X i collected money for a YEAR!!! Fuck! still the same, it became worse. If all u cool ppl sympathy for me, thank you. But if not, then Fuck U Asshole!….FUCK MY GODDAMN LIFE!!!!!!
If u have any advice, please, i mean PLEASE!! i need many advice. My heart is just empty, my life is like a living hell. All i want, is to be accepted by society and live a normal life. T.T Fuck the society! Fuck My Life!!!