This past week ny boyfriend has stood me up 4 fucking times cuz he was “busy” and couldn’t make it… And then when I talked to him about it he set off on me telling me I need to stop acting like a little kid and excpecting him to drop everything for me. I don’t expect to drop nothing for me… But it would be nice if for once he would actually be where he says he going to be when he says e going to be there instead of always making me wait. Oh and an occassional phone call just to say hi, not just when he needs something would be nice too. Is that too muc to ask? Don’t even get me started on his lack of boyfriendlike qualities. We have been dating for about 9 months and I think I have gotten flowers from him once and that’s it. What the fuck kind of boyfriend is that? There are so many things I dislike about him and I hate the way he treats me but for some reason I just can’t let it go. He’s here but he’s not really here anymore. I love him sooo much but I don’t think were gona be together much longer… There’s only so much pain and dissapppoment a girl can take before she leaves and never comes back. And I’m almost at that point. Can anybody help me out here? Shoot me please. Fml
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I always thought I was a bright student, gifted athlete, and a ladies man. So why do my SAT scores suck, my scouting report says i’m below average, and i have no girlfriend.
Life is over-rated in my opinion. I’m probably only saying that because I’m not good at it. I just don’t see how my actions (or even my existence) changes anything. I guess I do spread the word of God to the people around me sometimes, which is important. Maybe I should be a preacher. Anyway I’m rambling on at this point, so if your reading this and your life doesn’t suck, be grateful xD
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I can never sleep. Someone is always expecting SOMETHING of me. I’ve never quite been able to match up to anyones expectations. However, I can’t seem to not care, it seems to me that to care is to self-punish. How sad is that, huh?
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So my friend Tavis comes over my house, were into the same things, yeah, like Pokemon and shit. So he spends the night, and hes like, the only real friend i have since hes the only one who actually VISITS. So anyway, I guess it slipped out, then THE WHOLE FUCKING SCHOOL HEARS THAT HE WAS OVER MY HOUSE. Next thing i know” Awww you guys had sex?” “Yeah your gonna be a great couple” I was so pissed. then just a couple days ago, my friend Nicole and my friend Jordan were on the bus, and Nicole said she got a new boyfriend, so im like, and he is? So Jordan shows me him, and i say hes ugly, so on the bus, i guess Jordan tells Nicole, and she has the nerve to say that” OH WELL TAVIS IS UGLY.” FUCK HER, IM NOT EVEN GOING OUT WITH HER BITCH, YOUR SO FUCKING STUPID. Yet, people in the school still think im going out with him -_- Fucking bastards….
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huh….same routine with a sleep of 10 hrs …nothing to do except passing the day to again go to sleep …what the fuck the life is made for.wake up, do nothing great then sleep..who the hell wants this life…death is all that
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So, my boyfriend was going to his first post-exam party at university.
At the night of the party, I had a nightmare that he got too drunk and made out with a random girl on the dancefloor.
The next day, he told me on the facebook chat that he had started to make out with another girl on the dancefloor. His defence? “I was so drunk that i don’t remember a thing”
Up until now, we have been together for almost 2 years and he has never done anything like this before. Everybody saw him as the perfect gentleman and boyfriend.
I guess momma’s boys are the worst.
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My mom told me to embrace my manliness…i’m a girl.
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my BEST FRIEND’S bf wanted to have sex with me! we’re all 14 and just started highschool and he wants sex! from both of us! i dont want to have sex and my friend doesn’t want to either! i didn’t know how to tell her that her bf wanted to have sex. so i didn’t. she found out by herself. how is a girl supposed to say that her best friends bf wants to have sex with me!? and this guy is one of many people who stalk me. i’m also dealing with everyone in my school knowing that i’m bi. so many haters! and my birth mom is dying! my uncle had just died.
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