Ok. So I’m in university studying to become an engineer. First of all, I hate engineering. It’s fucked, seriously. Not only is it dry and boring, soulless, passionless, but we have to work twice as hard as fckn med students. It’s ridiculous. I don’t hate doin work tho, I’d be willin to work twice as hard for somethin i want to do. I can’t see myself doin this for a livin I’ll probably commit fckn suicide. On top of everything I’m fuckin depressed, I got no friends here at all, and I’ve developed some horrible antisocial tendencies I just can’t seem to free myself from. I was dating the fckn greatest, most beautiful girl… she was Colombian, sexy as all hell, smart as all hell, and we got along like no one else. She never really let me have friends tho, she wanted me all to herself which I really didn’t mind for the longest time. But then I went away to school, shit changed, she couldn’t deal with the distance. We had been together for over a year. That’s put me in massive funk for the past few weeks. And once she left I really started realizing my situation, the kind of person I had become, what I’m doing and where I’m going. I fuckin hate what I’m doin, and I want out, I want to learn Spanish and study Latin American culture so I can high-tail it out of this shit place and this shit life to somewhere in south america where theres not as many luxuries but people are happier than anywhere else. Where it’s simple. Where I can become a new person, forget who I am and why I hate myself and be inspired by things I will never get to see here. fuck, I haven’t been thinkin clear lately so I have no idea if i should actually pursue this. I also think I’m losing my mind, sittin in my room 24/7, gettin high at night scarin myself with the shit I’ll be thinkin. I had to turn around and cover all the mirrors in my room the other night cause I wouldn’t stop conversing with myself in them. It was fucked. I feel pretty fucked up right now.

I play world of warcraft… that is all.

You know how people have goals in life and such.. i too have some goals and aspirations. However, i can;t bring myself to fucking do anything. School fucking sucks, im doing great and all but i wake up every morning feeling like im trapped in a cycle of bullshit. Once im done college, im probly gonnahve to get a bullshit job to pay off my bullshit loan i got so i could go to a bullshit school. Fuck it, i don’t know what to do anymore, i hate working. It should have to be something i HAVE to do. I would have rather been a damn caveman, atleast things are simple then. These days everyones trying too go somewhere, but we’re all not really getting anywhere. We’re like hamsters in a wheel. It’s fucked and it’s so dificult for me to explain but i truly believe that we are all fucked. The only thing i really want to do for a while is sit and smoke a joint everytime i have the urge, then again i am also broke, jobless, and havent gotten laid in months. Societies fucked, we’re heading into a real messy future. Fuckit, im gonna call my mom n ask her for some cash.. lifes fuckin hurtin when you don;t know what you want..

So i used to have this friend, he was my BEST friend ever, i felt like i could tell him anything, and i was in love with him. we were so close. Then one day my parents found out we did weed 2 times. It’s been 8 months since they found out and i havent seen him or talked to him since. I have a boyfriend now and someoen told me that my former best friend was saying terrible things about me. I am so heartbroken.. i have a boyfriend and i cant face the fact that im still in love with this other guy.

Yesterday, one of my friends sent me a photo with my ex-bf and his gf. I am still in love with this guy. We broke up four months ago and he has been dating this new girl for three months now.I have been depressed ever since. He seemed very happy with this new girl in the picture. I tried to date a this new guy, but i have no feelings for him. I feel so fucking bad and nothing can make me feel better. I go to gym, i try to dress sexy, but nothing helps me forget my ex. He blocked me on facebook and last time when we met in a coffee shop he didn’t even reply my hi and left in a hurry without buying something from there. i spoke with my dad yesterday night, when he saw me crying. My dad told me that i must be strong and move on with my life. I wish i could do that, but i don’t really know what should i do anymore. I constantly think about him and i am wondering what is he doing and how is he feeling. I miss him like hell, i miss talking to him and holding him in my arms, but he ignores me and i bet he doesn’t care about me anymore. i cry almost every day and i feel miserable.

so my boyfriend was supposed to pick me up from school one day and he didn’t come so i walked home and ran into his aunt she asked me if my bf was with me i say no why she says that he left about 15 20 mins ago and i thought he went to get you. so i just walked away thinking watever he had other plans and i don’t think anything of it. the next day i go tot he bar with my friends and my ex boyfriend comes outside and yells “your boyfriend cheated on you yesterday!” …..fuck my life…

My dad got a disease and he is dieing.
I used to have everything, now my family is broke.
I choosed the hardest college to apply for, now i see i wont get in this year.
I’m in love with a old classmate that i lost the chance of calling her out a year ago, now she has bf and a I still think about her.
I can go out with any girl, i just cant fell that felling again, i’m not satisfied i want the girl i told before, it has beeng already a year, wont this felling disappear?
I’m 17 years and still virgin!!
First time i was going to fuck I was too nervous so my dick didnt wake up, now the girl dont want to go out with me anymore and i’m worrying about this happening again.

I’m healthy, intelligent, not ugly, am i being ungratful?

Hi, I live in India the miserable place on earth.
Where people live like animals,

I am 23 yrs old born in middle class family my father is businessman
We had all the luxuries in the life but one day that Lord of worst moments came and we lost all the things we had even our home, because my father had created this Luxuries on Bank loan C’mon and my mother and me don’t even have Idea about this thing
Till the last moment of auction of all things.

Ok that’s part 1 acceptable,

Next part is even after we have achieved this my father is continuing into his monster disastrous Ideas of business till date we don’t know what’s going to happen next,

After that, good thing happened I was lucky Dog. And went to UK to enjoy my holidays at my Uncles place but his Wife was monster for me She gave me treatment like dog. I forgot to enjoy while catching her thrown sticks. And learning new tricks, I was sleeping at carpet in the hall and eating tiny amounts of food spending day with my master.
That time remembered my friends dog he was luckier than me at least he was free to roam anywhere. Fuck any girl dong around.

After returning to India….

I started to work in retail sector working as a team leader at big brands of mobile handset sales companies. I had my first love, girl was approaching me she was sweet looking, I was at the rollercoaster at that time had great fun, after that I came to know the girl was pure slut she was already married to someone else. After I discovered this wonderful secret she made me her brother front of my colleagues and friends they had best laugh of their life on me. And the worst part is I haven’t had any sex with her she just licked my money like ice cream. After that had wonderful disasters there also at every location under my territory got robbed company lost big amount of money. I was kicked away without reason. And the company got dead. I have changed many jobs after that
but I am destined to be king of losers.

Anyways I just ignored it like Bad Dream.

Got scholarship from IT institute they offered me
Free course of around 60,000 bucks after doing that I got pissed off and came to reality and got worst job of the world

Doing Job in IT field the job sucks even the beggar can earn more money than I Earn and even insects are having more respect than I have and even

People are mad this place even big officer behaves like gangsters in the office my team members are Pure Dumb and Insane and most idiotic people on earth. The women’s in the office are sluts and every girl has slept under someone to get the positions even office boys and clerks are ordering me like I owe them money. I am forced to work on nights and festive seasons I am the only person attending duty at festive nights people celebrating festivals stare me like alien on the streets
I was working for only two guys in the office and guess what after ending my shift at morning the another employee of ours doesn’t come to office I was forced to do his shift also. While others are celebrating festivals. My boss is coward he runs away from the situation and forwards team members to get fucked. We are now losing our contract from our parent company and I am about to hit the worst jackpot of unfortunate events of my life.

The embarrassing situations I have faced, are so many that I cant even mention in this tiny box,