I am working on a shitty place a country and more between me and my friends/family, my only friends that I have here is about 55 years old and Im 26. I work more than fulltime and no one even aprociat´s it, no one would even miss me if I dissapered for one week, my family never calls me, I am the only one who is trying to keep in contact. Everytime I think I am on my way up to a normal standard in my economy somethings strikes me down. Fuck my life, I wouldent cry if I werent waking up tomorrow…

My job is boring. All my colleague do not like me. I often have lunch alone. I just do this job to earn a living with a desperate hope of joining a bank.

My husband also hate me. Yesterday we made a big quarrel and he even hit me badly.

I studied so hard and tried so hard. I am honest and faithful.

Do I deserve this F life?

Okay this isnt even supposed to be funny. I woke up today realising that Ive got loads of college work to do and only a few hours to do it in. My two sports teams also lost over the weekend and my tea is going to be 30 minutes late. FUCK MY LIFE!

yesterday… i planned to go to my girlfriend’s house… she told to her mom.. and her mom was agree..but today all my plans failed.. and it was the worst day of my fucking life!!:S

Its 8PM. I am anticipating going to bed just so I can have something to do. Fml.

fucking hell nothing intrests me anymore.
at work they say i need to drink less and be more responsible at work. they don’t fucking know what i can handle and your alcohol abuse makes u less sharp.
latest months i listen to them and now I’m depressed as fuck. when i did what i did i got every girl i wanted and had a fun life. just listening to there advice fucked my whole fucking life up. what do i life for. normally u work to live but now i live to work. fuck everything. living is the beginning but death is finally the end. living to work is not worth it, and committing suicide is also not worth it. common where does this bullshit end. can’t i just be run over on accident end finish this endless circle.

Death is the fulfillment of your life, and life just keeps running over you.
FML not once but endless times!

FML,i think it just sucks shit and it fckn sux and isnt worth shit i got nth to be proud of except probably smoking weed but what the fuck kind of accomplishment is that?! im nice as hell(not talking out of my ass here) but all the girls always goes for the jackass people who just plain out jackass’s (the ones who pick on people and talks shit all day).I open my heart for someone to listen to but i never get any responses.But im the fckn guy that ppl always cries to,when the fuck is it my chance,when i can tell people HOW I FEEL?Its so true how the nice guy finishes last.i dont have any personal possession worth any real value,ive been wearing hand me downs for my entire life and probably for another 3 years(got like 6 fckn cousins older than me).This is probably sounding like fckn Stupid BS but w/e i feel what i feel.Lifes wearing me down,FML,Just gona spend it smoking.only time when i aint frowning on the inside.

I had the worst gym lesson today. It was a true nightmare. And I am to be tortured again tomorrow. I have too much homework to do every single day. I am always hungry. My life suck.