im 23yrs old and i live witha cousin and he 6kids, husband and 3 dog. its freaken k-oz everytime i get home just imagine all the kids all under17 screaming and hauling. i pay rent like everyone else who is not techneclypart of the family. today as i was paying the rent money to my cousin she tells me im $700 dollars behind. aint that some shit. besides the fact that i give her this months rent she halusinating and thinking i owe her money and to top it off if i dont pay her i have to move out. now let me tell u i have no mother, father or any1 else to depend on. im a soloist and have no where to go. u think u can top that. where i live is a shitwhole and i got no where to go.

So this bullshit been going on for years. Every day is a struggle – I just lie here in bed doing nothing staring at the wall getting drunk. I never want to leave this house that I share with my mum now cos she got breast cancer and I was looking after her but now she’s gone and there’s just no point to any of it. People say things will get better but they don’t. I feel worse now than I did before and every day is worse than the last. FML.

These walls that I confine myself into are a dull white.
This bed is uncomfortable.
I have no friends.
The internet is my life.
I don’t sleep.

I live in a world, deep inside my skull.
It’s the only glimpse of adventure I’ve got.

The highlight of my day?
Sleep.

Im college student ,im living in iran where having sex with gf is illegal,fuck dis life man,im fucking depressed & anything dat happening around me make me nervouse ,damn i dont like stress ,last year i had perfect gf,she abandoned me cuz im poorest ,bitches usin tricks like witches,boy find another way to fuck dis world,u wanna fuck dis life as i gotta do,dude?

It school holidays and every single day im always getting told ‘your going here’ ‘you cant do that’
Your to young’ and its pissing me off. Not to mention my grandma called me a fat liar coz i said my perfect (to her!) brother speeds, even though she has never been a f**king car with him!! And to top it all off, i ask my brother to take me to the gym (its the only place i be me and hang out with people) and he just screams at me and i end up having to half an hour there!!!!!

What is life? I dont know..!..i am ..

no friends, xbox is broken, failing school, never had a girlfriend before and still dont have one

I am working on a shitty place a country and more between me and my friends/family, my only friends that I have here is about 55 years old and Im 26. I work more than fulltime and no one even aprociat´s it, no one would even miss me if I dissapered for one week, my family never calls me, I am the only one who is trying to keep in contact. Everytime I think I am on my way up to a normal standard in my economy somethings strikes me down. Fuck my life, I wouldent cry if I werent waking up tomorrow…