I’ve hanged out with this awsome girl for some 5 months now… she was basically my girlfriend and then, that hot muscular jerk showed up…

a week later, she’s with him and he told me he’d beat the shit out of me if I saw her again O_o

k,so i’m 16 years old and i’m in high school i’m a girl. and i fell in love for the first time. ITS FUCKING RETARDED.
i’ve been with the guy for about 8 months , and now its going on 11 months of me liking him. were an on and off couple. he’s cheated on me , he’s lied he’s done everything to disrespect me. i hate him , but i love him. its stupid as shit . -.- we fight like everyday its retarded.
but about like 5 days ago we got into a HUGE fight , and he told me that he used me !? like wtf man, how could you have used me.. i thought what we had was real hmm , guess not.. that was like our biggest fight ever. he called me every name. i called him every name , we just went FULL OUT on eachother. he told me a million things that made me cry. hopefully i said some things that made him cry to , because i was being right rude, like a total bitch cause i was pissed. i’m still pissed. i hate him , i hate him , i hate him , i hate him , i hate him…………………….

okay i don’t hate him.. i never could hate him i love him so much. but IFGFOSDBNHSDHJFSHD , this is sooooooo dumb. my friends say i’m a fool to think that he’s the one for me. like he’s not even that “good looking.” but to me he is , he’s not the cutest guy in the world , but he meant and means the world to me.. and YES i still fucking miss him even though he told me he used me. I DON’T KNOW WHY MAYBE I’M JUST RETARDED AND NEED MENTAL HELP!
but who the fuck knows… i hope that we start talking again , we haven’t talked for 5 days thats the longest we’ve ever gone without talking. well feels like the longest…
every time i get a text message i hope its him. but my luck it never is… i feel like a total idiot right now ! like you don’t even know. i went back to him 7 times ? you think i would learn like the 3rd or 4th that he’s never going to change , he just finds a better way to lie.. i’m so upset and i keep hearing all the songs that remind me of him. I CAN’T EVEN LISTEN TO MY IPOD WITH OUT CRYING ! I haven’t gone to school all week because i haven’t been able to sleep.. he doesn’t even go to my school ? its just people like to chirp justin bieber , and everything at school just to rattle me because i’m “cute” when i’m mad , like man. shut the fuck up. but anywho.. thanks for reading MY FUCK MY LIFE STORY .

hope it entertained you , cause its killing me i probs don’t even make sence up there ^ but you know what IDGAF . i have sooo much on my mind right now. i’m failing 2 of my classes , and i have a million projects to hand in. THAT ARE OVER FUCKING DUE i don’t even know what the fuck to do on them…… -.- fuck my lifeeeeee.

ONE PIECE OF ADVICE ! DON’T FALL IN LOVE ! FALL OFF A CLIFF , OR A PLANE OR GET HIT BY A MOTHER FUCKING TRAIN. BELIEVE ME IT WILL HURT LESSS !

and if you don’t listen to me , fine fuck you. see for yourself. and when your heartbroken by a stupid ass player bitch THINK OF ME , THINK OF FUCKING ME ! I WARNED YOU.

bye byee. <3

I meet a girl , she was in a relation, after few months , she broke whit his fucking boyfriend , to night at last I`ll going to to dance whit her, we speak by phone, all right, after half hour she call me, … and said ….Hey Im sorry Im whit my ex boyfriend, tomorrow I will talk whit you , now Im lonely im my room thinking that she is whit her fucking boyfriend in her apartment , fucking life , fucking life , fucking life, damned life , i hate my life

I asked out the most beautiful and amazing girl of my dreams, somehow she says yes. we go out for about three weeks, for some reason she is away from school. I get absolutely off my face and try to kiss her best friend. Needless to say we break up. after about two years of constant thoughts and sleepless nights I decide to hang out with her and eventually we are really really good friends again. I decide to ask her out again. her reply is “I’m sorry but I just don’t feel that way about you anymore, can’t we just stay friends?” I reply Sure, knowing that is the best. after 6 more months of talking and constant love. I cannot take it. I have no idea how to win her back, I would honestly kill or die for her. It hurts so much all the time. How do I fix this?

So i used to have this friend, he was my BEST friend ever, i felt like i could tell him anything, and i was in love with him. we were so close. Then one day my parents found out we did weed 2 times. It’s been 8 months since they found out and i havent seen him or talked to him since. I have a boyfriend now and someoen told me that my former best friend was saying terrible things about me. I am so heartbroken.. i have a boyfriend and i cant face the fact that im still in love with this other guy.

We met online she said she would move state in 30 days. I was so wound around the thought of her and planned on a family with her. Bought her ticket and recharged her mobile phone regularly. She never made the flight and that broke my heart. I love her so i could nt leave it at that and tried not to run my mouth on the txt so to scare her but i was frustrated. She stopped replying to my txts and never answered her phone again. She just didn t say anything! It kills me to let go of this perosn i love. There is no place on earth that is deep enough for me to hide in and days that in the rays of her love invigorated me now have turned into a grind that is near to unbearable

I have a huge crush on my best friend. I mean I would die for her, but I don’t think she likes me she likes every other guy but me… and even if she did there would be so much standing between us. I go to church, I’m in a cell group and my cell leader is her older brother and I talked to my best guy friend about it (whom recently was killed) and His girl friend went through his phone and foundwhat I said and told freakin EVERYONE! so then I found out the girl didn’t know so I told her and she said she already knew… I asked how? and she said because of the text message I sent her on her birthday when everyone was giving her shout outs and I was to afraid… and then I just rescently found out her brother, sister, mother, and step father, ALL KNOW!!!
How am I supossed to go over to her house again? So I’ve decided well she doesnt like me… so I’ll try and get someone she does like for her, and My long time friend, happened to be that guy… Even though I told him I like her He continues to flirt with her, (even though He already has a girlfriend!)so I just said well Fuck my Feelings I’ll try and get them together, So far its been working quite well. but It tears me apart to see them hitting it off, and I might as well not even be there… (even though I’m her so called best friend) but What sucks is I just found out last night she doesnt even like him! she likes someone else!!! I just can’t win! I don’t even want to live anymore, FML.

I now finally the understand the true meaning of being heartbroken and defeated. I thought I was heartbroken the first time when I cried being broken up with, but now it’s terrible. It’s like the whole world is spinning and i’m trying to keep my balance. Nobody can say to just “get over it.” It’s a process that i’m learning to mend with. It starts with the crying, and the guilt, and the blame. It’s a mix of emotions that’s hard to control. It definitely sucks. I wish I could go back and erase what happened. I wish what happened didn’t. They say if you love someone, chase them. If you love someone, let them go. I’ve been chasing him and I think it’s time to let him go. It hurts. So for everyone out there that feels this way, it will get better. I promise.