so basically i was a 17 year old nerdy virgin and i met this guy and we like each other and i w8ted 3 month before having sex wid him fast forward 1 year we break up over smth stupid and during the break up i found out abt him cheating on me wid around 7 other ppl and i donno y … but i was the one who begged for another chance and am still wid him its been 3 years i donno if i love him but i get annoyed and uncomfortable when we are alone and stuff but since am the one who wanted to get back i just don’t wanna break his heart + he has a prob wid insults he thinks its funny insulting me and calling me ugly and shit it really gets to me !

Today, I went to bday party of my friend, my ex was there making out with BLOND! And I still care… FML

My bf was my first, and only sexual partner. Gave him my virginity at 21 years of age, he gave me 3 STDs… Hat trick!

Don’t know how I got here. When I first starting seeing him I had no intention of getting into a relationship, I was happy, confident, sure of myself. Now 18 months later, I’m bordering on depression, fighting the urge to drink myself to sleep, and he is nowhere to be seen. Though I’m sure he’ll turn up later when he’s hungry.

Everything he’s ever told me I’ve taken at face value; I’m finding it harder to do this now, at this time where I feel we should be closer than ever and we couldn’t be further apart

The things that are depressing/stressing me aren’t entirely to do with him, but he’s not helping which leads me to wonder what’s the point? what am i getting out of this?

I’m not expecting anyone’s sympathy. It’s just ironic how lonely you can feel when you aren’t really meant to be/feel alone. The more down I get there more I want to see him, the less I actually do see him, the more we argue, the less he wants to see me, the more depressed I get. It’s a vicious circle, and I don’t know how to make it better.

So I’m sad, when I shouldn’t be, when I’ve been blessed in every way up until this point, have never gone without. Evidently I have some mental disorder so FML

ok since i was little my family on y dads side hasnt givin a rats ass there drunk alcoholics and my moms side have almost all died including my mom. ok i knew this girl for 3 1/2 years right and she asked me out i said es we went out for 4 mounths and i loved and meen loved her even b4 she asked me out. the only problem was she lived in a group home and i couldnt call her or see her i saw her not even 3 1/2 hours a week A WEEK an right b4 halloween there was a halloween dance at the ymca we volenteer at. well i couldnt get a hold of her to see if she was going so i could meet her up there so i didnt go because if she wasnt there i went up there for nothing so the next day she breaks up with me and tells me she met another guy there then that night she calls me back and begs me to go bac out with her so i do just recently i got told by like 7 ppl that she ws cheatting on me so i broke up wih he she calls me and says there lieing she is crying so i take her back and friday night there was this teen night we were both there she told me when her friend got there that i had to hang with her i said no she went over to this guy she met at the dance and hung around him all night then i get a text that 1 of my good friends i lost contact with years ago got shot because and killed over whereing the wrongs colors at night and to top it off my girlfriend took me aside and told me she was cheating on me for like 2 months since that fucking damn dance and breaks up with me and said he made her choose when i told her weeks b4 to choose me or him and she said she chose me so then she calls me last night because we went to a volunteer thing yesterday and he was there to and last night she said that she saw how much it hurt to see her with him and stuff and it did it killed me man and she said she thinks she made the wrong choice and i told her i just wanted her to be happy witch is true but i want her with me and we got into an argument and then she said she was starting to think she made the right choice i said whatever make you happy so i just lost the last person i loved in this fucked up world how fucked up is that and i am stupid enough to take her back if she asks then i will hurt more i love her more than anybody else in this world can

1st time I gave my 3 years to a girl she turned out to be a gold digger. Bitch. 2nd time I fell in love turned out to be a hooker. FML

So here’s my situation:I love this girl.I’ve loved her since fourth grade!!! I want to ask her out but every relationship i’ve ever been in has failed miserabley. Also, she’s way out of my league. And just to top it off I chicken out every time she tries to talk to me! I’m such an idiot!!! We’ve been friends since three years old and I can’t fuckin talk to her! What the he’ll do I do!?!?!?!?

I was with this girl for about a year and a half and it didn’t work out so well, I hooked up with her best friend, she is a pearl amongst garbage for me.
I have no friends , I am an anti-social Existentialist if you want, I believe I live for others , yet I have no friends what-so-ever and now, my relationship wit this girl ended after a fight about fidelity,I was telling her what upset me and she reacted negatively as if it was her right to flirt with other men, true, but I told her I do not approve of such behavior as I was looking for a most-serious relationship, I stand now, before my computer, almost drunk, sipping on a bottle of wine, talking to the only being I can talk to, the internet.
I am too much of a ***** to commit suicide, but this state I am in, is killing me.

I’ve hanged out with this awsome girl for some 5 months now… she was basically my girlfriend and then, that hot muscular jerk showed up…

a week later, she’s with him and he told me he’d beat the shit out of me if I saw her again O_o