My ex-fiance is a crack-head. He did so good with his recovery for a long time. We were suppose to have gotten married on April 25, 2009, but he relapsed. If he would have shown effort in trying to fix the issue, we would still be a couple, not married though. He showed no effort and is out there somewhere on the street getting drugs however and whenever he can. All the while calling me constantly trying to push the blame. I love him dearly but know I have to let him go and push him out of my life. I hate this crap.

A while ago, I was dating this girl. I don’t know why (she was a bitch to most people) but I loved her. She left me for another guy that a mutual friend showed her a picture of. (He happened to be in a picture that the friend was in).

A little while later, she left him for another “friend” of hers. That lasted for about 3 weeks. Now they’re “friends with benefits” although I’m not really sure what that is…

Now, I’m infatuated with a girl I could never have.

What the Hell do I do?

I hate my life.

I like one of my really good friends, but I’m a guy and he’s a guy.

I’m afraid he won’t acknowledge me as a friend, let alone talk to me, if I told him.

I’m thinking of telling him this weekend.

I marriage on December I started fucking but she is not love me pls give any comments