OMFG ok i was out partying a few nights ago and i went off with this guy becuase he was drunk as hell and i had to mind him. But now everyone thinks we had sex and that im pregnant when we didnt even kiss. Now I have a new guy in my life and we both like eachother and we have said it but i think because we have the same group of friends we dont want to go out or anything i really like him both as a friend and as more then that but i dont want to mess up our relationship. But me not doing anything is killing me. I’m going to see him all next week then i wont see him for ages. I really fucking hate my life..

Just doing this to blow off steam. This is my life. I was going into my senior year of college and enrolled in a lifting class for my sport mgt major. Ended up messing up my back because of professors negligence and had to drop out and haven’t been able to hold down a job for long since. Same month as that happens I met a girl at the bar I was working at. Long story short she’s a waste and I can’t get away. My parents stole my truck cause I couldn’t pay for it effectively stranding me in this shit town. I can’t get my back fixed, been denied 3 times for SS. And the school that i did it at has been giving me run around long enough for the statute of limitations to run out. Meanwhile, I’m running out of money paying for dr appt out of pocket and for my gf’s three kids and her many addictions. My gf cheats on me with her babies daddies and I’m the bad guy for having a jealousy problem, I tell her to go but she won’t leave cause I have (had) money and the baby’s daddies are losers. My life got hijacked and there ain’t shit I can do. She will not leave and nobody can/will help me with my back. Just be glad you’re not me.

i think i am meant to go and put my Burqa on and keep my mouth shut and busy myself with housework. because when i am sitting on the couch with a note pad, asking questions about and upcoming gig so i can enhance my career and work as a freelance publicist i must be trying to seduce someone.

huu am fired from every side not i won in love not in in education but waiting for break doing what i want to do but the work is breaking me ..life is showing me some kind its cruel face and my mind and heart going hard by these bloody fucking experiences …. have to see where is my life, what is my life and how is my life ..wish me all the best rather than do well ..pay interest..

I got caught cheating today with my ex girlfriend by my current girlfriend…now I was fully perpared for someone to throw some bows, but no, insted we all got in my car together went to the liquor store bought a bottle, got wasted and played uno.

I love lesbians.

So, i like this girl, she likes me, well a month ago till my best friend, really liked her too… and soo, i hid my feelings from her, and helped my best friend get her. xD now today i tell her how i felt, and now she likes my best friend, but still shes like my best friend. I dont know, just felt like posting this… takes some shit off my head. I DO NOT HATE LIFE. I just Am kinda annoyed, for anyone reading this. If You Have To Say Something, Say It, Dont Hold The Fuck Back. thanks

fucking go figure. everytime i try and get by bf to come to my house, fyi he doesnt like my family, he always flakes out last minute and it gets really old. i really love him and i know he cares but its like he does this to embaress me bc i try and invite him to my family functions and he’s just like oh sorry i cant go fifteen minutes before we’re supposed to meet. its fucking annoying. so then i tell him whatever if you really want to see me as bad as you say you do you will make a choice to come and see me..you know where i live. its just really frustrating and i feel like im the only one trying. but then when we really are together he treats me like im the queen of the entire world and he’s so sweet. but when we’re not together its like i dont exist. none of his friends even know i exist and thats really frustrating..

Its really fucking to me to see all of my friends to be happy with their lifes, all got girlfriends, but me after 3 years alone again… I can’t get through so easy. But I will try again… But now. Its really fucking. I hate it soo much. Fuck. Why is the life so hard?