My girlfriends a mook and can’t decide what she wants to do on my day off our even keep a decent conversation without “idk” in it. But this girl I used to know really wants me nowadays and she’s super fun and gorgeous. I know I caould have a much more fun life with her, but I can’t pull the trigger on the one I’m with. Life ie weak.

So another day my friends just another the day. What the fuck is this crazy life about! Im on my way to the grocery store and a car jumps the median and sidswipes the side of my newly bought but used mini van. First off that is probably what I get for being 23 and driving a minivan and second dare I say divine intervention to save me from bitching on the website like a 8th grade girl? Hard to say but I did learn one thing tonight after that bastard took off and left my sweet newly used mini van handicaped in turn lane. FUCK NEW MEXICO and semi late night cravings for Wendys.

This weekend someone hit my car in the Costco parking lot and did not leave a note…I was shopping at Costco to save money and now the trip is over $500…of which I do not have because of this fucked up economy and the job market in Southern California is dreadful!

Just spilled Starbucks coffee all over the front of my shirt! This is just fucked up!

Sadly, the highlight of my day was the last cigarette that I smoked. In this cruel world, the only sanity I ever experience is when nicotine is running through my veins. I have no motivation, no hopes and no dreams. I have a grim future. Hopefully, the next time I cross a street the operator of a large automobile will be distracted and kill me.

You, yes you. In your lofty chair. Think I can handle these humans do you? Well I admit it, I can’t. I can’t exist in this world that creates to despise.

my bf asked me to move in with him. so i did. I cooked, cleaned, bought food. I’ve been exhausted all week and so haven’t wanted sex, today he wanted it and I declined. And today he throws me out because he is a controlling bastard and he doesn’t even realise it.

I am sitting in class right now and im listening to these two stupid bitches talk about this guy they are going to meet on friday, at the mall. One, they are the are ugly. Two, they look desprete and they are sitting here saying they don’t really want to meet him bc hes ugly. They need to shut the hell up before I strangle the hell out of them. This prolly the only guy they are ever gonna meet so why dont they just shut the fuck up and go see him?

so yesterday i learned that the roof of my house is caving in, today the water pipes under my bathroom sink busts, covering my bathroom in steam n water. O and my son is sick, i have a major paper thing due today that i can’t concentrate on.

O YAY MFL