I’m black and my boyfriend is white. I’m sixteen and he’s nineteen, we’ve been together for two years. Our relationship is strong but surrounded by drugs and alcohol. We’re both into pills. (Oxy, Xan, Percocet) And we’re always high, and having sex while we’re high. It’s just what we do. Anyway, it was like a week ago I blew a hundred dollars of my paycheck to buy a few low doses of oxy. (I can’t take more than 10 mg’s of oxy or I’ll overdose.) Anyway, he comes over and we do them. The next morning, I wake up, and he’s gone and my pills are gone. So, now I’m pissed an I find a letter that says he only wanted me for my money (My dad is rich, an I work as a maid for 16 dollars an hour.) And sex. Fuck him, and fuck life.
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