I fell in love with this guy when I was 16. That was 24 years ago, he got married to someone else. Over the years I heard from mutral friends that I was all he talked about. Texted me a couple of months ago, and told me that he was going through a divorce and that he wanted to see me. We started spending as much time together that we could. Last Monday I was at his house, the ex showed up with one of the daughters. I went to the bedroom while she was there, I did not want to be in the middle. Her and I shared words when we where younger and I did not need to share words with kids in the picture. She left came back with his other daughter who, walked in the house. We where in the bedroom talking and she just walked in. I will never forget that face, she looked very upset like she was going to cry. He walked out of the room and went and spoke to her. When he came back in he said that she said she always thought that they would get back together. I felt like a home wrecker. Now, he has not spoken to me since then. Why was I so stupid to let him in my heart again. I told him not to hurt me and he said I was being insecure. That’s just fucked up!
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WELCOME to grown up life where there are many people who will use you, & if you dont stay in control ,~~~~try to use you up.