well first of all i can care less about my life and i can care less about other peopls lives and same thing goes for the death.y care for the dead if i dont really care fo r the leaving.i can call me goth, i wear black all the time, i listen to depressing music and it makes me feel better, i talk about death, blood, and suffering. u can call me emo i write death on my arms with anything sharp tell it turn dark red and starts to bleed. i sm the psycho in my life i dont understand y im like this but its who i am and how i was raised. if someone can help me over come this that be great.love hates me, i cant find true happiness , i have no determination, no hopes,dreams,i dont think i have a future, i want a solution to end this if u tell me i should just go die, thats probably where im heading anyway so help me if u want
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Listen sweety,
Every single one of us go through tough times, deal with sufferings of all kinds, though we ask for none of them. It’s through our sufferings that we can be moled into our very best if we suffer with love. Now, that may sound crazy or paradoxical, but love does conquer all if we humble ourselves enough to realize that we love ONLY because we were first loved. I don’t know whether or not you believe in God, but He is who I am referring to.
We will continue to suffer much, but just know the beauty that we will someday be judged by the very One whom we spent all our life loving. How beautiful that is.-St. Theresa.
A final additional quote for you:
“You have made us for yourself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it rests in you.”
You are very, very precious and have a ton to offer to the world. I will pray for you, dear one. Please keep me in yours as well.
Thank you.
God Bless
Hey!
So you’re emo?Last time I checked- they were people.Trust me, nothing like emo or prep or whatever exists….I like to believ all of us are made up of the same ingredient that are simply mixed in different quantities. And I also love listening to depressing music-its a kind of solace, I love black too. And if you love black…or are a ‘goth’ so be it. Be proud to be one.
Just, the cutting.why? the world causes me alot of pain…and i am made to feel worthless alot.But, I am the only one I have left. And if you were born- you have hope, if you breath- you have a future. Love doesn’t need to love you. You need to love you. I may not understand how you feel. No one other than you will….and that is why you’ve got to hold on.Every nights sky has its stars. And I don’t know if it’ll be just a waste of your time or not, but there’s a quote that always warms my heart when i’m sad:
“Just remember, in the winter,
Far beneath the bitter snow,
Lies the seed- that with the sun’s love,
In the spring becomes the rose.”
There is always hope. It stalks us every minute.