Ok.I have absolutely nooo idea why i’m writing this when I have two assignements to finish by tomorrow….but what the hell…?
Besides, I can’t concentrate…my friend totally pissed me of today…She calls me her ‘best friend’(I have a personal antagonism towards that word)…and she will leave no opportunity to fight with me….honestly, at times she…and quite a few of my friends diss what I’m saying…
I’m sick of their inconsiderate behavior…I have tried to ignore this…but today it got way out of hand….my friend completely insullted me…I hate any sort of tension…and though I do want to go and give her a slap…the practical side in me holds me back-what if I’m exaggerating and she’s right to insult me….I feel so worthless…I’m tired of crying myself to sleep depressed about the useless piece of shit I am…
This is frustrating…everything is so unclear…making decisions is becoming more and more confusing….I feel like I’ll need therapy soon.Life back in kindergarten was way better…when the hardest decision was choosing which crayon to colour with…
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Dreary / Deserved ? |
welcome to the real world….It is as tough s fk – every single day.