I don’t even know where to begin… I currently live with my boyfriend, we have been on and off for the past 8 years, with one large break in there where I dated someone for 3 years. My mother died last year leaving me with no parents anymore(my father died when I was 12). I don’t think I want to be with my current boyfriend anymore, he is nice and “there for me”, but he has issues and I am not sure I can continue dealing with them, or generally living in the home we share with 4 other people, it’s all just too much, I feel that I need my space and that the relationship is broken, we are always fighting about everything. But you see the problem here is that I don’t make enough money to live on my own, and I have no parents to fall back on in my time of need. I feel so stuck and I don’t know what to do. I am so lost and feel like I can’t do anything to remedy my situation. I wish I didn’t exist sometimes, having no parents at 24 really is hard, I feel like if I make a mistake no one will help me. I guess I will just keep drinking this glass of wine and listen to more Neko Case.
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