ok so ive had this girlfriend for the last 7 months. and ive seen her 3 times in my life. we met at a big kind of gatherring (i dont know what its called in english but its with somthing i do in my sparetime and there was 21000 people there)
i love her so much its almost unbelive able and theres not a thing i wouldnt do for her and not a human i wouldnt kill for her. the first time we met is were we startet being friends 2 months or so later we was still in contact over text messeges and we startet being a couple. my best friends (a boy and a girl) recently startet being a couple to and as im writing this i try not to look over at them so that i cant see them snuggle and kiss and all that sh*t they do that make me miss my girlfriend so f*cking much. im wearing head phones and i turned the music as much up as i can (paramore, bullet for my valentine, slipknot, him and skillet) but when the song changes i can hear the heart breaking sound of them kissing and loving each others and it hurts me so much. i know that they are my best friends and im happy that they love each other so much but still im extreamly close to crying because i miss my girlfriend so freakin much.
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Um… You’ve only seen her 3 times??? That isn’t a relationship. It’s a fling. Stop saying you’d kill for her. Don’t be so serious about something that probably won’t work because, truly, as they say where I live: “distance relationships make three people happy”. Go out and date, you seem young, you have your whole life ahead of you.
its not just a fling. its her parent who hates me cause i make her happy. and yes i am serius. thats why thet dnt like me. they dont like her, they beat her up and all that shit.
you fucking pussy find a girl that lives close to you and go out with her you fucking pussy
Long distance is hard! :’( I miss my bf. I think I might cry now. That how it is when I walk through the mall and I see couples holding hands.. Kissing. I miss him so fucking much. (those bands rock)