So this bullshit been going on for years. Every day is a struggle – I just lie here in bed doing nothing staring at the wall getting drunk. I never want to leave this house that I share with my mum now cos she got breast cancer and I was looking after her but now she’s gone and there’s just no point to any of it. People say things will get better but they don’t. I feel worse now than I did before and every day is worse than the last. FML.
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