I can’t stand my life. I got married to the person I thought I would love the most in the whole world. Beautiful, funny, loving, my best friend. As soon as we got married, she tried everything she could to get pregnant. I didn’t want to yet. Then she did. Half my fault on that one. (DUMB*SS) I wanted to be able to be a newly wed couple for a while. I wanted to be young and be a kid for a while longer. NOPE!!!! Now we’re only 25 and shes a fat fuckin slob. I can’t stand the site of her. She sits on her fat ass all day and stairs at facebook, while pimples are growing off her fat cells cause she eats all day and doesnt take showers. Then she lets the house go to hell while simultaniously ignoring the child. While I work all day long. At least if shes going to be on the internet all day take some online courses or something. NOPE!!!! Then when I get home she tells me how much crap she bought with MY money. Four f***ing years of this man. I’m fed up. NO SEX. (like i would want to anyway) NO MONEY. NO WAY OUT. Thanks to her having that kid (she new this would f***ing happen) I can’t leave. I love my kid too much. And I know she couldn’t handle raising it on her own. I can’t do that to my kid. FML!!!!!!!!