I am working on a shitty place a country and more between me and my friends/family, my only friends that I have here is about 55 years old and Im 26. I work more than fulltime and no one even aprociat´s it, no one would even miss me if I dissapered for one week, my family never calls me, I am the only one who is trying to keep in contact. Everytime I think I am on my way up to a normal standard in my economy somethings strikes me down. Fuck my life, I wouldent cry if I werent waking up tomorrow…
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awe it’ll get better need to go out and do something
no, it doesn’t get better! we are alone in life even if we are surrounded by tonnes of people. i have the ‘pefect’ life and even i thought that if i got everything then i would finally be happy…but nope, every fucking day i wake up more bored and depressed than the day before…i don’t do drugs or drink or smoke or eat meat…i quit all that shit cause i heard if you get rid of all that bullshit in your life you will lead a peaceful happy life full of bliss…fuck that shit! NOT TRUE! five years of this yogic life and i feel more miserable when i was a coke head! no one gives a shit even when they pretend to….i am in the same boat as you my friend…i don’t have family or friends that care i could die today and no one would miss me for 6 months or more.
i don’t know what the answer is…i think it’s love…to find a soul mate to work just a little to play a little more …all i need is love! now where to find it?
peace and love to you my friend
your ass needs to escape for not being happy. go to america or sweden or india where shit is cheap