since i moved t my new school ive been in love with this girl and we have become great friends but another guy (who happens to be my best friend) starts liking her too. then they get together but that i could accept i loved her enough to let her choose who she liked better. after a week they brooked up and i saw my chance to tell her that ive been in love with her for more than two and a half year and she said she liked me back. today we had arranged that i was going to her house after school and we would have some snuggle time. ive been looking forward to that for months. somehow my erlier mentioned best friend found out and said that i was not allowed to go to her house and be alone with her, and just because he liked her. then i reminded him that
ive been in love with her for 2 and a half year and he havent known her in more than a month. then we argued alot and he said that i didnt have real feelings for her.
and then i got pissed and i havent talked to him since.
but thats not the worst part of it. we were going to have a really god snuggle ime and it we went to her house on our bikes but her mom where home and she didn’t want her to be alone with a boy so she didn’t know i was coming. i was standing 300 feet away (100 meters)and waited for her to text me to tell me that the coast was clear and that we could get in to snuggle..
after 15 minutes standing outside in -5 degrees c i finally got a text message from her sayin: im sorry precious. but my brother is getting an operatin in hes stomach and then i puked so we can’t snuggle today.
and now im lying in my bed with no reason to live.