Comments on: Life is Shit http://myfuckinglife.com/2010/01/life-is-shit/ Thu, 03 Nov 2011 05:56:33 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.1.3 By: Abby http://myfuckinglife.com/2010/01/life-is-shit/comment-page-1/#comment-2339 Abby Tue, 19 Jul 2011 20:46:49 +0000 http://myfuckinglife.com/?p=2573#comment-2339 My life has been a miserable experience to me. In my case I assume the cause for all the miseries was the exuberance of every emotion in me and shitload of anxiety and nervousness.I have always been over jealous.I never want to but my body keeps me in pain when people around me progress.I was never confident enough to face people,my legs and hands used to tremble so badly in front of strangers,irritation in chest and in speaking in short a devastating experience for me it is.Iam also over concerned about all my exams which usually took a major part of my life away from me.giving curriculum presentations,attending case studies was my worst nightmare coming true.I care a hell lot about my loved ones and iam always obsessed with whether they are ok or not.I waste a big part of my life thinking of safety of my family.I get too much angry,too much nervous,too much jealous,too much caring.In short this excess in me devastated me.I always saw embarassment in my least of an unintended effort which kept me troubled for weeks to come.Life is a nightmare,just the reason iam sailing through it is that god may pity on me some day and make me a man capable enough of finding worth in life and making it worthwhile. My life has been a miserable experience to me. In my case I assume the cause for all the miseries was the exuberance of every emotion in me and shitload of anxiety and nervousness.I have always been over jealous.I never want to but my body keeps me in pain when people around me progress.I was never confident enough to face people,my legs and hands used to tremble so badly in front of strangers,irritation in chest and in speaking in short a devastating experience for me it is.Iam also over concerned about all my exams which usually took a major part of my life away from me.giving curriculum presentations,attending case studies was my worst nightmare coming true.I care a hell lot about my loved ones and iam always obsessed with whether they are ok or not.I waste a big part of my life thinking of safety of my family.I get too much angry,too much nervous,too much jealous,too much caring.In short this excess in me devastated me.I always saw embarassment in my least of an unintended effort which kept me troubled for weeks to come.Life is a nightmare,just the reason iam sailing through it is that god may pity on me some day and make me a man capable enough of finding worth in life and making it worthwhile.

]]> By: biplav http://myfuckinglife.com/2010/01/life-is-shit/comment-page-1/#comment-2323 biplav Wed, 29 Jun 2011 23:57:17 +0000 http://myfuckinglife.com/?p=2573#comment-2323 well why do u feel so..can't b worse than mine well why do u feel so..can’t b worse than mine

]]> By: Lena http://myfuckinglife.com/2010/01/life-is-shit/comment-page-1/#comment-2295 Lena Tue, 31 May 2011 02:28:05 +0000 http://myfuckinglife.com/?p=2573#comment-2295 anyone tried to type what they feel like in google images and also add 'cats with captions' and search,-gives you very funny cat pics looking like they have human 'problems',lightens me up every time!!!!;))) anyone tried to type what they feel like in google images and also add ‘cats with captions’ and search,-gives you very funny cat pics looking like they have human ‘problems’,lightens me up every time!!!!;)))

]]> By: Lena http://myfuckinglife.com/2010/01/life-is-shit/comment-page-1/#comment-2294 Lena Tue, 31 May 2011 01:49:19 +0000 http://myfuckinglife.com/?p=2573#comment-2294 having read all the commends i'm so glad to take notice how many intelligent and rather deep people this post have attracted...thanks god you all exist,-people who feel like me,who say what i would say...as walking down the shops etc i look at people and dont know how they feel,-they look okay,i feel i'm the only most miserable and insecure loser around... my life is fucked up in many ways,and i'm stuck in this badly and it can even get worse..everyday routine is a struggle,i suffer from depression and panic attacks for 1.5years.a doctor prescribed me something helpful for panic attacks and its helping a lot,but we cant find anything for my depression-it only get worse when i take pills for it and i feel of suicide my every split moment... the only decent thing that happened in my life is learning-i'm quite good at it and its fun and stimulating.everything else been shit-family,social life,private life,sex life,career,what else...health is crappy too.I cant help but hate my parents for giving me such a shit start in life but there a lot of days now when i hate myself and my life badly...i hate being me.i know its not just my parents,-its me,-im a weirdo,a one trick pony,im only good at studying,-no one gets me or respect me,no one wants me,because i'm me,im not general or shallow or imitation of something,i dont have confidence..because i have never been trully happy or felt connected...im insecure because its been shit and miserable mom's face from day One.and dad's angry and ugly face. a lot of times i cant get up and feed myself or look after myself-it helps to only do weekend job,most days i just don't know how to go on anymore,and i agree with people on here-whats the point-if its all the same shit at the end,-there will be more pain,more hurt feelings,life is so horrible,-theres plenty of other crap that can happen-nasty deceases,disabilities,disfigurement or bad relationship problems...hunger,poverty,war..abuse..oh god... and then i stop breathing properly and get a panic attack cos i'm scared of future and take medicine. and doctor said,-i cant cure these attacks until i remove the reason behind them-i should stop worrying,-develop positive attitude...i've found a trick to help me go through a day and get things done,-i thought-okay its all shit but if i meet just one great person in my life who i will think the world of, i will be so happy i kept myself functional and save myself for them,-it only take one loyal and decent person to change your mind about the whole human kind,isnt it,if they Doing it for you.and then i thought-if i'd be busy and have something done all the time,-it will take my mind off total negativity and later i can look back and at least feel i accomplished something and feel satisfied about something and that would be a positive thing and maybe things bounce into perspective in my head,become more balanced and i will have more confidence... so now every morning i wake up and think to myself 'oh fuck,another day!shit!no!' i then say to myself-i'm too busy right now with 'important' stuff and have no time to cry,i gotta run,i'm a busy girl!,i will cry in 3years,when i find time in my schedule!' and i jump of the bed and go for it,this really helps me and improved my situation at least,so now i have a better job and at least some savings,i'm sure there will get a break one day,when i'll feel guilty i was so consumed by self-pity and ignorance and didnt fight even harder to be on the ball.why? cos its better to fight like a tiger than die like a dog.here,i've said it,sorry its too long,it came out long.hope it helps someone,i spent days reading about hate and death etc posts and it made me feel right to feel all that anger and hate,cos i have my reasons.thank you. having read all the commends i’m so glad to take notice how many intelligent and rather deep people this post have attracted…thanks god you all exist,-people who feel like me,who say what i would say…as walking down the shops etc i look at people and dont know how they feel,-they look okay,i feel i’m the only most miserable and insecure loser around…

my life is fucked up in many ways,and i’m stuck in this badly and it can even get worse..everyday routine is a struggle,i suffer from depression and panic attacks for 1.5years.a doctor prescribed me something helpful for panic attacks and its helping a lot,but we cant find anything for my depression-it only get worse when i take pills for it and i feel of suicide my every split moment…

the only decent thing that happened in my life is learning-i’m quite good at it and its fun and stimulating.everything else been shit-family,social life,private life,sex life,career,what else…health is crappy too.I cant help but hate my parents for giving me such a shit start in life but there a lot of days now when i hate myself and my life badly…i hate being me.i know its not just my parents,-its me,-im a weirdo,a one trick pony,im only good at studying,-no one gets me or respect me,no one wants me,because i’m me,im not general or shallow or imitation of something,i dont have confidence..because i have never been trully happy or felt connected…im insecure because its been shit and miserable mom’s face from day One.and dad’s angry and ugly face.

a lot of times i cant get up and feed myself or look after myself-it helps to only do weekend job,most days i just don’t know how to go on anymore,and i agree with people on here-whats the point-if its all the same shit at the end,-there will be more pain,more hurt feelings,life is so horrible,-theres plenty of other crap that can happen-nasty deceases,disabilities,disfigurement or bad relationship problems…hunger,poverty,war..abuse..oh god…

and then i stop breathing properly and get a panic attack cos i’m scared of future and take medicine. and doctor said,-i cant cure these attacks until i remove the reason behind them-i should stop worrying,-develop positive attitude…i’ve found a trick to help me go through a day and get things done,-i thought-okay its all shit but if i meet just one great person in my life who i will think the world of, i will be so happy i kept myself functional and save myself for them,-it only take one loyal and decent person to change your mind about the whole human kind,isnt it,if they Doing it for you.and then i thought-if i’d be busy and have something done all the time,-it will take my mind off total negativity and later i can look back and at least feel i accomplished something and feel satisfied about something and that would be a positive thing and maybe things bounce into perspective in my head,become more balanced and i will have more confidence…
so now every morning i wake up and think to myself ‘oh fuck,another day!shit!no!’ i then say to myself-i’m too busy right now with ‘important’ stuff and have no time to cry,i gotta run,i’m a busy girl!,i will cry in 3years,when i find time in my schedule!’ and i jump of the bed and go for it,this really helps me and improved my situation at least,so now i have a better job and at least some savings,i’m sure there will get a break one day,when i’ll feel guilty i was so consumed by self-pity and ignorance and didnt fight even harder to be on the ball.why? cos its better to fight like a tiger than die like a dog.here,i’ve said it,sorry its too long,it came out long.hope it helps someone,i spent days reading about hate and death etc posts and it made me feel right to feel all that anger and hate,cos i have my reasons.thank you.

]]> By: Allie http://myfuckinglife.com/2010/01/life-is-shit/comment-page-1/#comment-2282 Allie Wed, 25 May 2011 01:32:07 +0000 http://myfuckinglife.com/?p=2573#comment-2282 Hey, I know EXACTLY how you feel, as I am sure many others do. I don't see any point in any of this anymore. Hell, even if I was rich and had hundreds of friends it wouldn't make a difference to me, not inside. I see it all as mundane, repeatitice bullsh*t, over and over again. I have tried to figure out why I am here, what purpose does this life serve and I believe in God. He doesn't send along any answers really. Supposedly we're here to fight the good fight, eh? But when you continue to get kicked back three steps for every step you take forward you tend to wanna say, "Screw it". I am tired and completely frustrated with this life. No, I don't have any friends either, but then I don't want any, not anymore. Have had "friends" and they stabbed me in the back, talked about me (not in a good way either) behind my back and when I needed them the most....they had excuses or were nowhere to be found. Family? Same with them and I have lots of family. Not one can I trust, not one truly gives a damn! They say it, but thats all it is. Words. Suicide isn't a thought anymore. Tried it, failed at it and figured there has to be some reason I didn't succeed at it. Just wish it was all over...ya know. The end of time, the world coming to an end. Hey, I know EXACTLY how you feel, as I am sure many others do. I don’t see any point in any of this anymore. Hell, even if I was rich and had hundreds of friends it wouldn’t make a difference to me, not inside. I see it all as mundane, repeatitice bullsh*t, over and over again. I have tried to figure out why I am here, what purpose does this life serve and I believe in God. He doesn’t send along any answers really. Supposedly we’re here to fight the good fight, eh? But when you continue to get kicked back three steps for every step you take forward you tend to wanna say, “Screw it”. I am tired and completely frustrated with this life. No, I don’t have any friends either, but then I don’t want any, not anymore. Have had “friends” and they stabbed me in the back, talked about me (not in a good way either) behind my back and when I needed them the most….they had excuses or were nowhere to be found. Family? Same with them and I have lots of family. Not one can I trust, not one truly gives a damn! They say it, but thats all it is. Words. Suicide isn’t a thought anymore. Tried it, failed at it and figured there has to be some reason I didn’t succeed at it. Just wish it was all over…ya know. The end of time, the world coming to an end.

]]> By: rolfen http://myfuckinglife.com/2010/01/life-is-shit/comment-page-1/#comment-2192 rolfen Mon, 21 Feb 2011 15:35:00 +0000 http://myfuckinglife.com/?p=2573#comment-2192 Why do you want to kill yourself??? Why do you want to kill yourself???

]]> By: Daniel http://myfuckinglife.com/2010/01/life-is-shit/comment-page-1/#comment-2118 Daniel Mon, 31 Jan 2011 02:32:45 +0000 http://myfuckinglife.com/?p=2573#comment-2118 I have friends and i consider myself pretty normal if im honest. But every now and then i just feel really down and unhappy for no reason, ive never really gave suicide proper thought but if someones life is as bad as these comments then it might be justifiable. All i can say is its never too late to change and if you want to have a better life its up to you, noone else is gonna do it for you. I have friends and i consider myself pretty normal if im honest. But every now and then i just feel really down and unhappy for no reason, ive never really gave suicide proper thought but if someones life is as bad as these comments then it might be justifiable. All i can say is its never too late to change and if you want to have a better life its up to you, noone else is gonna do it for you.

]]> By: diimh http://myfuckinglife.com/2010/01/life-is-shit/comment-page-1/#comment-2039 diimh Thu, 13 Jan 2011 13:23:02 +0000 http://myfuckinglife.com/?p=2573#comment-2039 you know what... sometimes i think the same shit... often in real ... not sometimes! But you know what... i take a step back and look to the happenings from 1 step backwards ... You know then i see what ?! Everything is prick, everything is silly, everything is meaningless ... Then i understand. If everything is meaningless, why the fuck i to give everything a meaning . IT IS TOTALLY BLOODY FUCKING MEANINGLESS. Fuck the meanings ! Fuck the effort of understanding ! Fuck the dreams you want to be or become ! Life is not as hot as "Dawson's Creek" ! I'll never ever find the true love! Life is not as friendly as "How i met your mother"! I'll never ever have that life Life is not as good as "Friends" ... Thinking about yourself that you are at the level that you should have to be is totally understandable ... But how the fuck you know that you arent a dream for some other ... Leave it behind... Look to the whole senario. You born, you will live, you will die... Death awaits us at the end and not matters if you want it or not... But you got a choise. You can die in pain ... or die with a smile on your face. Fuck the rest ... Fuck the movies ... Fuck the dream lifes! This is your life. Go for it ! Live it . . It is bad or good / with friends or without / withmoney or without . . . Fuck it! ... Leave behind toughts about how ppl have awsome lives... You got your own epic one! Live it! Live till your fingers feel it! you know what… sometimes i think the same shit… often in real … not sometimes! But you know what… i take a step back and look to the happenings from 1 step backwards …

You know then i see what ?!

Everything is prick, everything is silly, everything is meaningless … Then i understand. If everything is meaningless, why the fuck i to give everything a meaning .

IT IS TOTALLY BLOODY FUCKING MEANINGLESS. Fuck the meanings ! Fuck the effort of understanding ! Fuck the dreams you want to be or become !

Life is not as hot as “Dawson’s Creek” ! I’ll never ever find the true love!
Life is not as friendly as “How i met your mother”! I’ll never ever have that life
Life is not as good as “Friends” …

Thinking about yourself that you are at the level that you should have to be is totally understandable … But how the fuck you know that you arent a dream for some other …

Leave it behind… Look to the whole senario. You born, you will live, you will die… Death awaits us at the end and not matters if you want it or not… But you got a choise. You can die in pain … or die with a smile on your face.

Fuck the rest … Fuck the movies … Fuck the dream lifes! This is your life. Go for it ! Live it . .

It is bad or good / with friends or without / withmoney or without . . . Fuck it! … Leave behind toughts about how ppl have awsome lives… You got your own epic one! Live it! Live till your fingers feel it!

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