Think about suicide all the time. My life is shit, got no friends and feel so ashamed that everyone knows – behave like a recluse. My job sucks – don’t really speak to anybody.
Tried to shoot myself once, but missed my heart by a few millimeters, was discovered because somebody heard and called the police and spent a year in a mental hospital.
I want to die, but I want to be remembered too 
I hate my life.
Hey dude, sucks that you feel this way. Look I am not gonna preach here and tell you that life is beautiful and all that bullsh*t, in all reality the truth is that life is hard, it’s tough!. I personally have hated my life too, I am completely disgusted and over bored with this sh*t too!, that’s why I am oohh soo ready to stare death in the face! I had soo much happened to me man, it’s UNREAL. Right now? I am incredibly, just livid with bank of america, GOD knows why he didn’t give me powers man, because such corporation would be here in the next hour. Man, I know I am not the best person to tell you this but, Try to put up with it man, sure it’s hard man, but go on, make the rest of your years the best ones in this world. Please if you’re a boy or girl, doesn’t matter man, consider me a friend. Talk to me, let me try to understand your ticks, and problems, there must be a connection here, and I feel that I can help you out a little bit. But DON’T give up man, sh*t I haven’t given up in 28 years so you don’t either man. contact me at: curious_boy_1981@yahoo.com I am serious!! My name is Josh, and I live in Maryland. Looking forward to helping you man.Take care.
Trust me, your life is great! I lost my job and business. My credit is gone, have no money, GF left me, truck is breaking down and no money to fix, no more friends and all i can do is laugh!!! It is what it is!!
Failing that, do what the rest of us do.
Survive.
The world hasn’t got sympathy for anyone who tops themselves, that’s social theatrics.
Truth is that it’s a pathetic act.
Sorrow is anger without motion or direction.
Anger is sorrow with motion, but lacks focus.
Give anger focus and you have determination.
And that’s natural PCP.
Don’t give up, your life is worth living. You’re beautiful, and worthy.
hey man, dont feel like that… there’s always a reason to live.. and if u wanna die and be remembered, then you better start working on something that can make u famous before u die… maybe sports? sciences? politics? music? every person is unique, u only need to discover wut u r best for… it takes some time… (it took me 20 years to figured out my path.. and at some point i felt down like u. but things get so much better after u find urself.. we all go through that my friend…. and yeah start socializing.. friends make life easier.
good luck my friend.. add me to tonyalexander69@hotmail.com.. if u wanna be friends 
Welcome to the club.
Greetings.
My contact with you is not about changing your mind, but to remind you of something I’ve learnt. Your life, such as it is, may not be what you want, but it is what the world needs. You have no idea the impact of a single word, a look & a positive behaviour!
In this world, we live as part of a very big fabric. It’s not because we want life to be like this; it just is. You (whatever you may think) maybe the life that will contribute to the next president, the person who develops the cure for cancer, who prevents a child from being abused. By removing your life, your deprive others of the one energy they desperately need. I hope these thoughts are helpful.
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YEP SOMETIMES LIFE IS SHIT, BUT IT’S REALLY FUNNY AS WELL. SOMETIMES IT’S SHIT FOR LONNNNG PERIODS, BUT THEN SOMETHING UNEXPECTED ALWAYS ALWAYS HAPPENS.
I HANG AROUND JUST TO BE AMAZED AT WHAT GETS FUCKED UP NEXT, AND SURPRISINGLY SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS! OCCASIONALLY.
BUT YOU’L NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU MISSED IF YOU AINT HERE TO EXPERIENCE IT!
When I read your comments, I knew extactly how you felt, there are times when I just wanna end my life because I just cant see the positive side to life, and like you I have come close to suicide but I also wanna be remember for something, my life feels stuck, pointless. But do you know what keeps me going….
I really really want to be remember for something, I keep thinking one day I will do something great, and you need to keep that in your mind. Have hope, every day is a fight but one day you will win.
We all feel a bit down sometimes you know. But to be honest, dieing aint an issue. I got debt up to my ears, my so called mates ridicule me because they think I’m not hetrosexual when I am and I have no money because of a recent job change which didn’t work out the way I wanted it to. I’ve always found the easiest way out is to take lots of recreational drugs and drink very heavily. It does it for me but it shouldn’t. Damn my lifes a fuck up
I’m writing this while I’m still feeling it cause I’m pissed off with the world right now. Life doesn’t give a shit about your plans,friend will fuck you over , the government has and will continue to lie to you, cancer is killing us at an alarming rate,the diapproving do-gooders keep making all the fuckin rules,everytime they have some agenda they expect the rest of us to fall in line and jump on the band wagon.Kids grow up and leave,over taxation kills, people die and life sucks. This is what I know to be true most of the time. However this is not how angry I feel about it all of the time.There are many days or better yet, moments in a day where life isn’t shitting all over me constantly.Sometimes I think well if things are that crappy why don’t I go out and do something differant then the same old mundane shit I always do, you know mix it up abit . Do or say something that I might not ever say or do just to shake things up and watch what happens. If it ends up good, alright for me if it ends up bad well then I.m no worse off.Anyways what I think I’m trying to say is we’re all in this together and there are times when life is good to us and times when it is not. And yes, life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it. Knowing this doesn’t really help, practising it might. Hope this helps, please don’t kill yourself. I don’t even know you and it makes me sad.
You took the words right out of my mouth, i feel exactly the same every single day since i was 14 and im now in my 40,s! I tried my own bussinesses, different jobs,different university courses, being in a relationship with a man, a woman ,single and cellebate, different cultural living styles, different countries,different religions, athiest, art thereappy, counselling, drugs, alcohol, anti depressants, staying drug free, absoloutely run out of ideas and energy to even care anymore, dont care for the answer anymore, or about being remembered, just dont understand why people say we must live, who says, why?
“This is my depressed stance. When you’re depressed, it makes a lot of difference how you stand. The worst thing you can do is straighten up and hold your head high because then you’ll start to feel better. If you’re going to get any joy out of being depressed, you’ve got to stand like this.”
Life.4 alphabets.Hard.4 alphabets. Every one has difficulties. And at times I feel like shooting alot of people who I blame for my shitty life…if not myself.Then I tell myself, Life hates me and I hate life…and I will never give the enemy the satisfaction of getting to me.
wow u must of bean going though some mad shit i tried to cut my wrists once when i was in a children’s home i was put in there by my mum when i was five and when i realised i was acutely in a children’s home i was about 12 years old and when i 15 i tried to slice my left wrist an as i move the bit of glass on my wrist and pushed down and i saw blood i got scared and stopped and all i wanted was my mum and that mad me think about my mum and why she put her 4 sons in a home cos that hate to be a lot for to do so well my dad is a lot to blame for that he used to hit and rob off her take her last fags never helped out always in the betting shop waisting money he couldn’t afford my mum lived in a council flat on a top floor with no left and 4 sons she had a breakdown and seek-ed out help and i am 26 and i think that was the best thing she could of dun she found help after we was in care she went and finished college and went to uni and run a women’s center for battered woman but my main point is life is what u make it and if u need help there is always help around the corner u have just got to look for it be strong i did me and my mum are like best friends now
im 18 and i have so many bloody problems that it would be impossible to squeeze it into this tiny box…and i feel the same as most of you…im awake every night thinking how i can end my life…and im not just sad about how my life has went im also angry and pissed off..
another thing is my apparant friends…i new in my primary school started bullying me in secondary because i wasnt cool enough for them…and i was left alone and that caused more bullying…and how can i stand up to 8 people.???..who the fuck do they think they are immature fuckers.
Oh well.. Eventually we have to die one day so why not now ? Everyone says life is beautiful this and that. ok lets assume it is beautiful but then what is the main purpose of life ? why are we here if we have to die one day ? just for the sake of someone to remember us after we die ? there are millions and millions of people in the world, what the heck are we all doing here ? Trust me.. there’s absolutely no meaning behind this so called LIFE. God has just made us for his entertainment. Just like we go and watch movies for our entertainment same way god watches each and everyone’s life and he can watch millions of lives and can keep himself entertained forever ! I am not talking all this because i am a depressed person, no i am not. whatever happens in my life i dont care. I be happy always.
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