I’m at the top of my life. Possibilities everywhere. Only problem is I’m stupid. I’m Dumb. Shortage of living braincells. No books on the top-shelf. A goddamn idiot. A useless motherfucker. Last year I threw away the love of my life, started smoking weed daily and was slacking my dream-education and failing a big test. I promised myself I would do better in 2010. And I did. A lot. Untill this morning when it occured to me I forgot to sign up for re-exam and have to put up my education for 6 months… All because I was 7 FUCKING minutes late.
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Get high. Feels good man.
Sounds like you just need a daily planner! As for the love of your life, if you really wanted her back you would do whatever it took. If not move on because there are a lot of other girls out there!
You’re not as dumb as you make yourself out to be. Realizing you made a mistake is true wisdom. Learn from it and move forward.