I turned 14 today on the 12th. Its night time and my sister and mum have came back from my grandmas house with a birthay cake for me. After my mum (not my sister) sings happy birthday to me i blow out that candles and see my sister do the same thing so i push her away with one hand. So then she starts crying and says she never blew the cake out and hits me on the back so i grab a plastic bottle and throw it at her head, and like always she starts crying. I run into the bathroom because my mum is shouting throw something back at her. So we are all screaming at eachothger and banging on walls and im yelling “YOU RUINED MY BIRTHDAY” and then one of our neighbours calls out “IM CALLING THE COPS” so i feel like complete crap and i cant face up to any of my neighbours becvause i am so embarresed and humiliated of what happened. Then i see the cops drive by. I start crying my eyes out thinking i wish i was dead. I feel sorry for my mum that she had to have a kid like me mess up her life up and a dad that doesnt support us kids and my mum. I wish she could of found somebody better to have kids with and then maybe we wouldnt of ruined her life. You all might all be saying “Why wont u just get over it and apologize” I cant because im a shy girl who has done this too many times i wish i could go back to the age that this all began and be a better child