So to start with I dont have many friends anymore. All of us have grown up and have families of our own and just time has came between most of us. Theres few ppl I talk to and lately it seems like Im the doormat. Whenever someone is “losing it” because of their kids or spouse they come over here and hang out and I play listen to my problems and help me. If they need and food or drinks I help them out. I have beer and they want some I share. Need a shoulder to cry on. . im here. Well this past week ppl have been coming by just for things and leaving not even staying to talk to even a thank you. It feels like hey lets go to her house, she’ll help and we could just leave. Im so tired of it but then I think of all the stress everyone is under and I forgive them. I guess Im just setting myself up for the fall. . . . .i dunno anymore. . .
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i can see how u fell kinda like my self… u have a big heart and thik of other before u think of u self. maby it’s time for u to think a bit more about u self what do u want what makes u happy? an have a chat whit your friends. if they are true friends they will undersnd. it is time fore u to talk about your probloms to your friends
only u can be a voice for u, dont offer help then resent others 4 taking your offer, if u not happy be honest stop being a passive, just be real cause right now even thou u are being a helpful friend really by not really saying how u feel u are also being disingenuine, if u want to be a gud friend its time u started being real and honest to these friend before it all blows up and hurtful words get said out of anger, sort it out now so u have control dont just leave it to stew.