Is it fate, destiny, or decision? Is it all just one elaborate lie after the next? Even the concept of wisdom can defined as, “knowing only that you know nothing,” depending on your demographics, and ability to stomach redundancy. Never give anyone all the pieces to the puzzle, never trust anyone, save yourself. All advice, none of it is truth, unless you make it so. If your world is your own, specific perception of it, and your opinions merely a projection of your own insecurity…
At the age of 11, I was told by a beloved, alcoholic grandfather, spitting his death throes in a final bought with leukemia, to never stop asking why. I wish, at the moment, I had the clarity to ask him, “why not?” I’ve asked so many questions, I’ve debased any amount of comfort to be contrived of companions, and now, their 6 feet too far below the surface to answer any more. So many questions, and yet, not a single thread of an answer to weave an identity of. There is no happy here.
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Dreary / Deserved ? |
Jees try not to smoke so much dope before u decide to wax lyrical and bore everybody senseless