So there’s this guy i’ve known for 4 years and we’ve been close friends. I had a crush on him since the very first moment I saw him. I’be always known he also liked me because he kept getting closer to me and hinting but he never took any step and always joking about liking me and wanting me to be his girlfriend, Anyway about 4 months ago I took that step and told him that I “liked him”, He told me that he “loves” me. I totally freaked out( I have a commitment phobia and I’m only 17!) I felt that he was taking the issue very seriously as if we’re gonna get married someday( I dont want o sound like a bitch but he;s not my type. I feel like i deserve someone better.) I stopped talking to him for more than 2 months giving stupid excuses. I know I acted like a total baby but I really dunno what I want maybe I just like what I didn’t have and the moment I got it I hated it. Totally fucked up
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you just a normal fucking bitch.
I understand how you feel. I have a huge commitment phobia too. So, my advice to you is not to go into a relationship until you feel like you want to, until you feel that the guy will treat you right and understand how you feel with the phobia. If not, the relationships will never work out and they will be drama-filled till the end.