I rushed into marriage (2 weeks of not dating) then dragged my feet to divorce
(2 and half years of hell). We couldn’t bring ourselves to live with the decision so we made each other miserable. She cheated, I found out, we fought, I hit her and now it is over and I am a monster! I moved across the country to start over and started talking to an ex for comfort, it turns out she needed closer so now I am going through two break ups at once. My grandmother is dying, and I just lost my job. I know I will get through this but I just wish I could skip ahead three months and have some stability. As they say “your in hell, you can set up camp, or you can keep marching and looking for away out.” Thank you to everyone on the site, it helps to know, we are all fucked!
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Take some time for yourself. Get to doing ur own thing go to the gym get motivated. Look inside urself and you’ll be fine. ur ok!