I fell in love with this guy when I was 16. That was 24 years ago, he got married to someone else. Over the years I heard from mutral friends that I was all he talked about. Texted me a couple of months ago, and told me that he was going through a divorce and that he wanted to see me. We started spending as much time together that we could. Last Monday I was at his house, the ex showed up with one of the daughters. I went to the bedroom while she was there, I did not want to be in the middle. Her and I shared words when we where younger and I did not need to share words with kids in the picture. She left came back with his other daughter who, walked in the house. We where in the bedroom talking and she just walked in. I will never forget that face, she looked very upset like she was going to cry. He walked out of the room and went and spoke to her. When he came back in he said that she said she always thought that they would get back together. I felt like a home wrecker. Now, he has not spoken to me since then. Why was I so stupid to let him in my heart again. I told him not to hurt me and he said I was being insecure. That’s just fucked up!

My roommate lives MFL and thinks he has to read me all the interesting ( not interesting ) items. MFL

Ok this is dumb to complain about but it just pissed me off. Ok so yesterday I asked my mom if we had any fruit so I could make a smoothie and she said just blackberries in the freezer in the kitchen, I didn’t like blackberries but I still made a smoothie because I wanted one. So just a minute ago she wanted some more ice-cream she said there might be some downstairs in the freezer, so I checked in there wasn’t but in the friken process of looking for her fucking ice cream I saw like strawberries in peaches in blueberries, so I came in I was like there isn’t anymore of your ice-cream downstairs , in I was like but there was some fruit downstairs , and joking around and she even knew I was I was like um I was looking for some yesterday in you said we didn’t have any and she said I didn’t know it was any of your business. I didn’t say anything, fucking really.

I’m in love with this girl. I love her down to my soul, and would do anything for her. But
she continues to shun me, and choose these men who only want her for their own pleasure..they use her, and every time and time again, her heart is broken by these inglorious bastards..every time i see her cry, i cry as well..and she claims that there is no one that loves her. yet there i stand silently..ready to take all the pain…ready to love her PAST her pain. but still she persist. The love i have for her is tearing me apart..yet i can’t seem to let her go Why? why do we always choose what is poison to us? why don’t we look past what is seemingly perfect and chose what we really need? my God..if she would just give me a chance i’d show her a love she’d never felt before. She’d never have to feel pain again..but she continues to punish herself. i only wish i could make her see..that she’d find a purer, truer love, in me.

iam retired iam 68 years old iam so bored life is so boring every thing is so repatitious this life sucks i can not find a answer every thing is so fucked up how do you find a good answer

I worked with this guy for a year wasn’t that close to him until he broke up with his gf. He started talking to me more I would listen to him talk about how mean his ex was that he didn’t get enough sex and she wanted him to go to church with her and he didn’t think he should have to go to church to get sex from her and after there kid was born she expected more from him. This went on for 6 months. We were talking about the same ol things he always complained about and he was drunk like always when out of nowhere he tells me he loves me and has for a while and tells me we should fuck (his exact words) I changed the subject quick and told him I would see him at work . At work he comes up to me drunk and asks again if I would fuck him. I say no. The next night his ex comes in she works in the same building and has to come to his department often. He starts flipping her off and acting like an ass. After she left he comes up to me and tells me what a whore she is and did I see him flip her off. I said so, you been flipping me off all night he then said well u are in the same category as her except your not a whore. I was pissed he just compared me to his ex because I wouldn’t fuck him. I considered him a friend and spent alot of time trying to help him and he just slapped me in the face with that comment. What the fuck. I didn’t speak to him much after that. And idk why but I felt a little hurt that I had spent 6 months trying to help him and thinking we were friends then he starts all this shit. Almost 4 months latter he text me and said if he did anything wrong he was sorry and that he was sober now and was going to church w his fiance (who also told him he had to go to church with her to get sex) and he considered me a great friend. I’m like WTF am I suppose to say to that.

breaking up with 3 yr fiance: broken heart

still love him: two weeks with little to no sleep and no appetite

him telling u he is out on a date with a girl he has known this all time: FUCKING FUCK MY LIFE PRICELESS!

When i was four my grandfather left me $25,000,lock in compounded,for 40 years,at 18%.Comes out to 1.38 million.Sounds good huh?!the last 10 years I’ve been addicted to fucking CRACK,living with hookers,living in parks,fucking begging for fuckin change(fuck everyone who made me feel worse than I already did)I finally crawled into rehab…6 months.I’m clean and sober,I get my money this month.To all the people who “spit” on me when I hit bottom…Have a nice fuckin Winter,Bitches I’m on my way to Costa Rica…Fuck you all!!!!!!!